Sunday, October 24, 2010

erti hidup

time keje..idea nk tules ape kt blog mencurah2 kt dlm pale otak...
ble da balik...da smpi umah..xde mode la plak..huhu..
but still..
xpela...meh la cte sket...


well..
it's almost a month now since i work..
(3days everyweek---friday till sunday....monday till thursday ade class)
hoho...
i work as a cleaner/room attendant/ housekeeper/ any other synonyms to describe working at a hotel..cleaning the toilets, do the beds, dusting bla bla bla..
wuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....
baru sedar erti HIDUP!~~~~ T_T

erti HIDUP:
jadi student slame nie..rse cm asek nk enjoy je..
"hidup nie muda lagi..enjoy dulu"
cliche: live your life to the fullest

jadi student slame nie..rse cm da terok sgt kn..
bile pk2 balik..
ape je student life nie kn..
duet..xpyah nk terok2 cri..
elaun merate...kpm la..mara la..jpa la..ptptn la..pama la..
keje pon..balik2.. wat esaimen, g klas (tu pon klo rjin la kn), exams, tests, bla bla bla
yg laen tu..
kehidupan dihabis kn dgn...
-tgk wayang
-makan
-tido
-maen
-bla bla bla

tapi ble da keje nie...
baru sedar erti HIDUP!~~~~ T_T

erti HIDUP:
jadi cleaner/room attendant/ housekeeper/ any other synonyms to describe working at a hotel..cleaning the toilets, do the beds, dusting bla bla bla..
yg keje:
-nak kene sental dinding toilet smpi kilat (guna segala maknenek chemicals)
-nak kene sental bath tub smpi kilat (guna segala maknenek chemicals)
-nak kene cuci jamban smpi kilat (guna segala maknenek chemicals)
-nak kene cuci sinki smpi kilat (guna segala maknenek chemicals)
-nak kene cuci kepala paip smpi kilat (guna segala maknenek chemicals)
-nak kene tuka cadar (katil mcm2 size..king, 2queens, 2single 1 queen)
-nak kene pasang cadar (katil mcm2 size..king, 2queens, 2single 1 queen)
-nak kene buang sampah
-nak kene ganti stock tea n milk
-nak kene lap habuk2
-nak kene vacuum bilik
-nak kene sembur bilik bagi wangi

terpakse berkorban
-tenaga (3days everyweek---friday till sunday....monday till thursday ade class)
-masa (3days everyweek---friday till sunday....monday till thursday ade class)
-kesihatan (rosak jari jemari sbb guna segala maknenek chemicals, saket pinggang, saket kaki)

jadi student slame nie..rse cm da terok sgt kn..
bile pk2 balik..esp bile da kerja jadi cleaner/room attendant/ housekeeper/ any other synonyms to describe working at a hotel..cleaning the toilets, do the beds, dusting bla bla bla..
rse mcm..
terok nye la keje..
sebab nk cri duet..
kalo dlu mse mude2 *sdar dri da tua*
klo nk keje part time..sume sbb kepentingan dri sndri...
nak kumpol duet byk2...
nk bli tu..nk bli nie..
rse dri cm kaya ble ade byk duet..
dlu klo denga keje gji dpt rm400 sebulan pon da rse cm..pergh..byk nye duet..
tp skang nie..
baru sedar erti HIDUP!~~~~ T_T

erti HIDUP:
duet nie..klo nk ikot hati..
smpi ble2 xkan penah cukop...
makin hari..makin pk..
byk bnde nk kne guna duet...
keje terok..nk cri duet..
klo dlu cri duet sbb utk kepentingan dri sndri...
tp skang nie..insyaAllah..sbb utk org laen..utk keluarga sndri...
baru sedar...
duet nie bukan turun dri langit bergolek msk bank mcm tu je...
bukan berkepuk msk akaun..
hari2 nk check online banking...duet da msk ke blom..
ble nk dpt elaun...
nk cri duet nie bukan senang..
sesenang mulut berkata "ko boleh la..banyak duet..keje"
duet banyak xguna pon..nak simpan bukan boleh bawak mati..
duet nie sume..nak bg kat mak bapak..tanggung adik2..
sbb skang nie ak rse..
ble da keje nie
patot ringan kn beban mak bapak nk tanggung adik2...
kalo nk bli brg2 nie pon..sume pk psl family dlu..
last2 ble blk..
tgk2..xde ape pon bli utk dri sndri
*alhamdulillah niat baek..Allah permudahkan dan murahkn rezeki ak..ad offer lg best dri yg asal ak nk bli utk dri ak..sume nye insyaAllah...sbb ak dahulukn keluarga ak..

setiap kali keje..
mcm2 bnde yg ak pk..
antaranya...
*ya Allah...terok nye la keje nk cri duet...kalo nk compare keje ak yg xseberapa nie..dgn keje2 yg ayah ak wat slame nie
-risk kn keselamatan..naek kpl terbang..jage negara org..bertahon2-yg dlu byk gle kes kpl terbang terhempas sini sana..alhamdulillah..xde pape jd..
-risk kn keselamatan..naek kpl laut..tgkp hasil laut..jual...lari dri marine..---terok ak tgk ayh ak evrytym blk dri laut...makin itam sbb sunburn...elok je jual boat..seminggu lps tu tsunami..
-risk kn kesihatan..naek hilux...keje dlm kebon sawit..meracun rumput..bakar semak..blabla..smpi sakit pinggang...ayah ku da tua~~~ T_T
ya Allah...terok nye la keje nk cri duet...kalo nk compare keje ak yg xseberapa nie..dgn keje2 yg mak ak wat slame nie..jd ckgu pon igt senang ke???dgn budak2 1001 perangai..abes practicum ritu..rse cm 1step closer to reality..aaaaaa....

nie...keje bru sebulan..teap2 ari ak xsaba nk tggu ble nk benti keje..
mcm mne la mak bapak nie bley bersabar dgn keje2 yg diowg wt bertaon2..
sume bkn sbb kepentingan dri sndri..
tp sume sbb dok pk anak2...
anak nk mkn
anak nk skolah
anak nk tu
anak nk ni
penat cmne pon..saba jela..
*bru pham prasaan mak ak yg slalu rse cm nk mnx pencen awl sbb da pnt keje..
tp tyme tu kn xkeje lg..xphm workload itu ape scr practical nye...
ble da kje nie..huuuu....bru ko tau penat ke xpenat...
baru sedar erti HIDUP!~~~~ T_T


kesimpulannye..simpulkn sndri~terima kasih
sayangilah ibu bapa anda~ :D
berhati2 dijalan raya..ingatlah orang tersayang

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

sah...memang sah...xsah lagi..sah dah tu



yeay~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
xsaba!!!!
ble da kompem nie..
lg la xbley nk "tumpu study"
ahahaaa...
dlm pale nie asek nk countdown ble nk blk je nie~~~
:D

yea.
i know.
i'm gonna miss auckland.
the petite house.
the uni.
the people.
new friends that i met here.
forte.
new market.
queen st.
viaduct harbour.
kedai korea.
assam milk tea.
ayuthaya.
fisher building.
ogh.
ogg.
cag.
angies kitchen.
huia.
auckland domain.
dressmart.
mrs higgins.
ok.
wat list sume nie.
wat ak sedeyh plak nk tgglkn auckland.
tp xpe.
i know.
auckland is juz one of my transit.
to the future life.
bye2 auckland.
gonna miss u.




MSIA!!!!!ere i come...
nak satay kajang....
:D

Thursday, September 16, 2010

MALAS

ape itu MALAS???
lazy??SALAH...
hahaha...
tengah2 aku google td..tbe terjumpe istilah MALAS yg sbena..
aka:


hahahah..
ha ko...jgn xtau...hahaha...

ok...
malas sungguh sye...
bru je anta 2 esaimens..
da ad lg esaimen bru menanti..
urghhhhhh....

again..sedang aku google lg...
*nk kate xde kje...ade je*
bru je anta 2 esaimens..
da ad lg esaimens bru menanti..
urghhhhhh....
so...
sedang aku google..
ak jumpe mnde alah nie...


huuuuuu....

tapi ble rajin tu kn...
rajin sgt..
smpi.....jd cmnie :D


ok...xde la smpi kua buble from idong ak~~~ :D

meh kite amek iktibar n amalkn tips malas..eh...jgn jd malas..

ok..meh kite tido..
eh..
meh kite wt esaimen~ :D

renung2kan dan slmat beramal~~~~~

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

khas untuk semua~

Selamat Hari Raya AIdilfitri
~Maaf Zahir & Batin~

selamat2..ye...tau agak lambat..tp..apekan daye..saye xde mood nk blogging di pg raya mahu pon di raya ke2..3..4..

ok la...copy paste ucapan kt fb je la~~ :D

Mudah-mudahan segala amalan diterima dan mendapat ganjaran yang dijanjikan Allah SWT.Sepuluh jari disusun rapat, Kemaafan ku hulurkan moga disambut dengan kemaafan, Halalkan segala yang terlebih atau terkurang, Moga Syawal merapatkan jurang yang ada, menjernihkan segala persengketaan, menguatkan ikatan silaturrahim dan membuka lembaran baru kepada semua.

~~~saye xsabar nak balik msia!!!!lg 2bulan je lg~~~ :D


Monday, September 13, 2010

alternative pedagogies - Billie / PartsnPieces ::: - reproduced under a Creative Commons licence / flickr

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Ramadhan Al-Mubarak

Salam,

Alhamdulillah...
dan InsyaAllah..aku masih lg diberikan kesempatan untuk merasa nikmat Ramadhan Al-Mubarak utk tahun ini...

Sempena Ramadhan Al-Mubarak
Awal nya rahmat,
Pertengahannya maghfirah,
Penghujungnya pembebasan dari api neraka,
Tiada kata seindah zikir,
Tiada bulan seindah Ramadhan,
Izin kan aku menyusun jari,
memohon maaf
untuk lisan yang tak terjaga
janji yang terabaikan
hati yang berprasangka
dan sikap yang pernah menyakitkan

semoga Ramadhan kali ini..memberi seribu pengertian serta permulaan kepada sebuah kehidupan yang baru..
semoga Allah memberi hidayah dan petunjuk
serta menempatkan kita semua di bawah lembayung rahmat Nya
serta memperoleh keberkatan sempena Ramadhan al-Mubarak
mari kita sama2 merebut ganjaran Allah..
meningkatkan amalan2 sunnah di samping mengerjakan amalan2 fardhu

Selamat Menunaikan Ibadah Puasa dan Terawih

Salam Ramadhan Al-Mubarak

ikhlas,
Noor Raihan Fatin




Sunday, August 8, 2010

ok..i wont ask anything from u again..i'm sorry

Monday, August 2, 2010

nak balik esok!

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...

NAK BALIK!!!!!
nak balik sok pg gak...aci x?????
ok...homesick-attack tbe2..

haish...

ok..d date is finally been set...it would b 4th december 2010..
ok..dat would b my engagement day...
tett...
hahha...kidding...
most probably am going back home FOR GOOD on diz date...
it would b saturday..
so d parents dont need 2 apply for mc nak amek anak kt airport..
hoooo...

i'm so homesick r8 now..
dun know why...
xpela..da nk blk da nie..
surely i will b missing auckland...
all d people i met here...
but still..
tmpt jatuh lg dikenang kn...
haha..
*pdhal bru je blk 3bulan lg tu...hehehe...*
seb baek blk..
klo xblk..
lg gila ak..
hoh...

my dad has started counting days n months when will i be back home..sweet kn
*dlm sebuah conversation between d dad n his daughter----perbualan yg sgt random n suddenly
dad: eh..skang da bulan 8....*kira 9,10,11,12*
daughter: *dlm hati...ade pape ke ngan bulan 8??*
dad: eh..lg 4 bln jela lg kn nk balik?
daughter: *s usual ske nk kena kn her dad* alooooo...dok kira ble ank de nk blk eh..alololo..rindu eh...
dad: oooooooooooooooo

haha...he's cute..i know...

ku rindukan wajah redup ayah ku..

saye sayang mama n babah saye..4eva n always...

Thursday, July 29, 2010

ahli nujum si paul

haish..entah hape2 entah..

ok...i know my post is kinda a bit out of date..wuteva..but it's still in two-thousand-ten kn..
ok la tu..b4 diz i didnt know bout this paul..sbb ble kua news feed FB je..ramalan paul the octopus...ku sangka kn paul tu name manje davy jones~~~hahaha...

satu hari yg hening..tetbe trase nk google psl si paul nie..haih..mengarot tol..
ade ke patot bg seekor sutun berkaki lapan menilik nasib negara?
lawak2..
very the funny...
manusia2...
da xde kje la 2..

poor paul...
ble prediction betol..kne puji..kene sanjung...
"d smartest creature on earth la plak kn"
pe brg g kubor mnx no eko kn...
"eko eko ah..eko eko ii..hahahah..hihihi..hilang gigi tinggal gusi"

tp..ble predict german kalah je..teros nk ugot nk goreng si paul..
seb baek paul maen teka2 betol...kalo x..ko bertuka menjdi
haha..goreng pon sodap..
xpon..
hahah...
seb baek ak xmkn sotong...
selamat ko paul dri perot ak...
tp..
sotong cmnie bley mkn ke???

ble si paul ni jd fenomena barat..
mule la sume nk wt bertemakn sutun
kek bday pon ghupe sutun..hoho...

pape pon..
there's only 1 octopus dat evrybody finds it annoyingly annoying but still..
they love it...
jeng jeng jeng
tiru mcm squidward...
just b urself~~~
wat pe nk sebok2 predict bola ngara mne yg menang ke hape..
xde kaetan ngan kerjaya sbg seeko sutung...
hoho...

ha..
paul...
klo ko bijak pandai sgt..
cbe ko teka...
ak nie rakyat mane..
paul ckp...

noor raihan fatin is from...
ha...
seb baek btol...
:D

tongkat hikmat pendekar penyu

ok...did i mention that i got injured during bersatu???well i guess not..hahah...coz right after bersatu i went to south island--winter trip--*gila*

i got 2 injuries during the games..but dun worry..i survived :D..hahha...played 2 games n got injured during both games~~~~ -_-"

well..during futsal..my face kna blasah wif the ball..it was HURT!!!!!right on my left eye~~gila..bengkak for a lil while den i got an ice pack 2 cool it down..luckily there was no bruise or any after-effect ke ape 2 my eye~~~~
so..kne kua from court n rest 4 awhile..seb baek ad 2 goalies *including me la kn* so..bley la nk tuka2..klo cm maen hockey dlu??mampos..ak sowg je keeper..haish..
*being a goalie is never safe!!asek kne hantam je*
n on my way back home..b4 naek keta..terantok plak pale ak kt keta..n dis tyme..BENJOL!
-ni bru btol sdh jatuh ditimpa tangga..sudah kena sepak terhantuk pula-

luckily my games wasn't on the same day or ari yg berturutan ke ape..
selang 1 ari..so gt enuf rest for d next game la kn..
*at diz moment my voice was slowly disappearing..hhaha...akibat mnjdi supporter kelab yg fanatik...punah baking tray umah ngan sendok kayu gara2 dok bertongtongcheng dkt stadium~~ :D

k..my 2nd injury...hurm...playing frisbee is never easy *as for me* gila la kn..xpnah2 maen...n it was mix frisbee *players: 2men n 2 women* n puak paling ganaz was CMSA..canterburry christchurch...playing against other teams were toughed but dis team..haiyoo..kalo ah cai tengok pon sure ah cai jd emo..esp dey got player yg mmg terror bab2 drama nie..

awl2 lg ak da kne blah ngan minah tu...da la she bumped me an fell on me...de plak yg saket lebeyh...haiyoo..so xpe lg..but it was quite hurt gk la...bcoz she was bigger than me~~

xpela..so d game continued la kn..n den..kne blah lg..but diz time kne blah wif a guy yg tggi n besar..can u just imagine??someone petit like me kne langgar wif a big guy like him???*je suis une petit fille~ :D*
i think his knee mencucuk muscle di peha ku...*atlit harus la ade muscle kn..haha...xatlit pon mmg ttp ade*
n...fell on me..AGAIN! sume owg nk jatuh ats ak ni apehal??xde size kecik sket ke yg nk jtoh???
xpela...XPE??spe kate xpe...at dat tym i can't even move my leg pon..so terpkse di usung keluar court..mmg saket gle..saket yg rse cm tulang ko da patah...siyesly..
den kne papah msk fisio..seb baek frisbee wt kt uni rec centre..n fisio was just next to gym..thanx 2 illina n aida..*doctor2-2-b...hahaha...smpt lg apply term2 yg diowg blaja dkt ak*

skip. *mls nk cte psl tragedi d fisio*

so..bley la bgn sndri..tp terhencot2 la..saket kot..n pkcik fisio tu hadiah kn ak..



nie...tongkat serbaguna..bkn hadiah btol pon...bg pinjam je..my housemates pkse soh blk umah n rest coz dat night ad closing dinner for bersatu..haiyooo...nk kne perform plak..nk perform cmne kaki bertongkat??..*wlopon hati meruntun2 nk g tgk my team maen...tp kne pkse blk jgk*

i never get use 2 sit and stay still..gila...itu bukan noor raihan fatin..hahha...saket2 kaki pon ak asek dok bergerak jgk..xbley..cant let my performance team down if i couldnt join them..seb baek...hasil tuaman ice pad..bley la gerak sket..but still need d tongkat 2 move around..bley je xguna..juz dat nk reduce kn beban jela...

last2...mlm 2..performance punye style pon kne tuka...kesean diowg..sorry guys for troubling u guys... :( ..but i guess all of us enjoyed d night kn~~ :D

k..berbalik pd crita tongkat..
supposed after winter trip..i need 2 go 2 fisio..for check up *bgs tol pkck fisio tu..tym ak tgh holiday de called n asked me bout my condition----yg almost nk kne hospitalised if my bone's broken o wut*seb baek it was my muscle..not bone..haiyooo...n ofcoz..2 return d tongkat sakti..
but until now still tertanggoh2..mls nk g fisio sbb nk kne angkot tongkat nie...haha

but my leg wasnt fully recover pon sbnanye..klo jln lama2 saket blk..klo tekan dkt bhgn injured 2..still rse saket..hurm...hopefully it will get better soon...-_-"

woot: tongkat nie nmpk sgt bkn made for Asians..hahah..sbb ble nk support tgn ak..xsupport mne pon..besar kot..ble ak tgk omputih pki..ngam2 je..haish..

wootwoot: ok..sok g fisio~~

wootwootwoot: my dad prohibited me from playing sports~~~~wuuuuuuuuu..gara2 asek injured je kalo maen

wooooooooooooot: i got gold medal for futsal n silver for frisbee :D

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

barat bertemu timur

abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz---sila susun huruf ini menjadi perkataan. kategorinya adelah orang.

haish...*mengeluh kejap...xbaek mengeluh...ok..berpeluh xpe..sehat*
ape nak jadi dengan kamu, __________ (jwpn kpd teka-teki di ats)
aku pon xtau la...hatuih..cek mek molek...hatuih..cek mek molek..

bak kate eric leong+david teoh=johan
ha...itu la engkau nye pun..
aku tau la engkau kan..
emak engkau suruh engkau masak..
engkau lari tengok tv nye pun..
sebab itu la kan..
engkau masak nye tak jadi pun..
hatuih...cek mek molek...

adeyh...
beberapa hari nan lalu..
aku ada MISI..
misi aku...nak wat RoTiBoY..
ye...RoTiBoY yg mcm jual kat KLCC tuh..
cobaan pertama..hurm..jadi la kot..
wlopon size RoTiBoY nye tu kecik kemetot..
da rupe cm mini RoTiBoY..
3kaliganda lg kecik dr RoTiBoY KLCC..
so..MISI ke2 ak was to rebake RoTiBoY..
diz tyme around..nk size mcm KLCC pnye RoTiBoY..
aku pon mengganda kn sume nisbah kuantiti sukatan asal..
*aku rsa idea aku da canggih da*
smpi lengoh tgn aku aku uli tepung menjadi dough
*jutaan ribuan thankies kat pembantu2 aku sume yg tlg wt filling n topping*
so..da seap sume...
tggl nk masok oven je..
1st trial wt kt bianco..
menjdi..wlopon RoTiBoY nye kecik kemetot..
2nd trial wt la kt umah sndrik kn..
xkusanggka...
oven umah ak berpaling tadah..
berkematu otak ak dan pembantu2 ak nk pk setting oven tu..
*susah tol mende canggih manggih nie..ak da agk da..*
*nie la sbb nye ak xske teknologi canggih manggih*
*ak slalu ad conflict ngan mende2 cmnie..aaaaaaaaa*
1st trip msk oven=hanget ats de..tp roti ok..cme bwh kurang msk
2nd trip=almost hanget tp da jd pancake RoTiBoY sbb de bercantum antra satusamalaen
3rd trip=almost pancake..n bantut...
*dikala ini aku da hampir menghampiri keputusan asa'an*
4th trip=tuka setting..jadila sket...tp lama gle nk msk..
5th trip=da mls nk amek kesah...tp jd la...lebeyh kuang cm yg 4th trip je..
*dugaan nk mkn RoTiBoY*

hatuih...

kesudahan nye..kami menonton KOMA
sambil kelamkelibut takut fire alarm berdering
memakan habis RoTiBoY hanget dan pancake RoTiBoY
menjdi satu malam yg panjang
yg sepatutnya bermula jam 2 ptg
dgn x disangka2 berakhir jam 12.30 mlm
*GILA*

dri pkl 2 ak wt RoTiBoY smpi pkl 12 mlm..
smpat kami semua menjamah
-bihun goreng
-nasi goreng
-mee+nasi+soto
*kenyang smpi subuh*

bru cerita psl RoTiBoY
xpela..
so semalam.aku teringin sgt..
nk mkn MasAkLeMaK..
lantas ku menyalin resepi dri kakSha..
lepas blk dri meeting bersama Sheryll...
abes solat asar..aku start msk nasi..
smbil2 klua kn ayam..
ptg bawang+bawangputih+halia
ak ikut satu2 step yg chef aja...
skali..
ak xtau la mane kecerdikkan ak pergi..
aku g bubuh air byk nye ya Rabbi..
cm nk msk sekawah MasAkLeMaK
*ok..ak exaggerate sket..xsket..byk*
huuuu...
hampir setin santan ak bubuh sbb nk bg kuah MasAkLeMaK tu pekat..
tapi..de msh cair..
waaaaaaaaaaa....
*sure mak ak geleng pale je nnt*
*ok...balik kene kursus memasak*
da la tu 1st attempt ak nk wt MasAkLeMaK da xjd...
makin Low Self Esteem aku~~~

i need Midas Touch..
chop..
on the 2nd tot..
xmola...
nnt kaya pon idop sowg2..
xmo2...
ok..dun need Midas Touch...
lg pon..pe kaetan Midas Touch ngan memasak~~
but i need Solar Hands *太陽の手*
macam Azuma dalam Yakitate JaPan..
barula ak bley wt RoTiBoY dgn jayanya
nk blaja wt MasAkLeMaK knela ak blaja ngan chef TWO-kang masak

xpela..
bak kate Dr.Fadzillah Kam-2-me
"insan yang cemerlang..yep yep..xmudah putus asa..yep yep.."
wokeyh..
need 2 start reading educ348----azambaru--nk jd lebih nerd drpd biasa--

woot: jgn mls tlg mak kat dapo
wootwoot: aku tau tajok ak xde kaetan..
wootwootwoot: eh ade..barat=RoTiBoY timur=MasAkLeMaK

Sunday, July 18, 2010

ujan

i'm back..huuu...been gone for almost 3weeks jln2 south..but i dont feel like telling bout my journey to the south..huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu


sobbing...

sob sob

isk isk

tch tch

sobbing...


smpi auckland xsmpi 1ari..n oredy received bad news...at least not for evry1..but god damn bad for my mental's health s well s my emotional stability..hadoi..

pape jela....

oh..tym g tgk match all blacks vs south africa...ade lagu nie...fall in love wif dat song tym jln2 kt harbour di welli...ad 1 pkck nie wif wonderful voice nyanyi...

RAIN - DRAGON  
VERSE 1: 
IT'S A HAPPENING THING 
AND IT'S HAPPENING TO YOU 
FULL MOON AND THUNDER 
RIBBONS OF BLUE 
ICE ON THE WINDOW 
ICE IN MY HEART 
FOOLING WITH THUNDER 
EVERY TIME WE START  
REFRAIN 1: 
IT'S BEEN RAINING FOR SO LONG 
IT'S BEEN RAINING FOR SO LONG  
VERSE 2: 
OH IS IT ANY WONDER 
THE STREETS ARE DARK 
IS IT ANY WONDER 
WE FALL APART 
DAY AFTER DAY 
STRANGE RAIN FALLS DOWN 
ALL OVER TOWN RAIN COMIN'  
CHORUS: 
DON'T YOU GO OUT IN THE RAIN 
DON'T GO OUT IN THE POURING RAIN 
IF YOU GO OUT IN THE RAIN 
WE'LL NEVER HAVE THAT TIME AGAIN  
VERSE 3: 
IS IT ANY WONDER STREETS ARE DARK 
IS IT ANY WONDER WE FALL APART  
REFRAIN 2: 
ALL THESE FEELINGS 
THAT SEEM SO WRONG 
REMEMBER WE WERE SO STRONG 
WELL IT'S BEEN RAINING FOR SO LONG 
IT'S BEEN RAINING I CAN'T GO ON

p/s: hello encik. saya suka sangat sangat kat encik. -should i put a full STOP here?-

Friday, July 2, 2010

5 hari yang indah

yosh!!!! BERSATU is HERE!!!!n it starts TODAY!!!!!!heeeeeeeeeee...

hopefully i can play for BERSATU dis year..bkn la ari ni nk start BERSATU bru nk wt selection for games kn...da terpilih da...cme regarding to my injuries la...takot xbley nk perform..haish...da nk games time tu la de nk saket...cobaan...last year xsmpt nk join BERSATU bcoz i went 2 oz..pastu g tgk NCG...hahha...NCG tu BERSATU version OZ...for diz year..i'm playing for futsal (keeper~~) n frisbee (nie xde position~~~cmne maen de..tggu nnt blk msia ble ak da jd ckgu ak nk introduce diz game kt students ak~~ahhaha...wt kelab baru..hoyeah)

BERSATU start arini ngan registration n opening n games sume start esok smpi 6hb..6hb mlm closing ceremony....

smbgn random: hello encik. papepon saye tetap sokong encik. FULLSTOP.

Thursday, July 1, 2010

xlamo dah~~

haish...
da xlamo da bersatu nk sotat..hahah..BERSATU uniting people~~~
pd ekau dan ekau yg xtau ap itu BERSATU...
bkn bersatu teguh bercerai roboh dan tulis sebuah karangan berpandukan peribahasa ini. nie adelah sukan yg dianjurkn bg memantopkn semangat kesukanan antara malaysian students di nz nie..hahha...hrp2 bkn la semangat kesukanan je~~heeee *ting ting*

sejak semenjak dua menjak tiga menjak empat menjak dan bermenjak2 nie~~~
bz sungguh~~~hadeyh....
pepagi buta da mengilang diri...xdela buta mane pon..colik jo den poie trening bola...wlopon mato adola sodikit mamai~~
da tu..abih jo bola smbg frisbee~~~den ni xdola pandai bona maen mnatang frisbee nie...
den dok cni la first time den maen..eden torai~~~hoho...amat besh~
*smbl memasang cito2 nk maen frisbee ngan abod (adek den) s his trening menguruskn porut yg amatlah kombung smpi bley nk wt magic show sorok pencil di colah2 porut eh*

da abih trening siang...den blk umah jo abih solat jo lolap...ponek den~~da tuo~~
da tu mlm plak eh ado nk joget2 plak eh...haha...den raso cm nk kono pencen jo~~da tuo~~
ok la...abih final year nnt den pencen...hahah..insyaAllah~~da tuo~~

smlm trening dri pkl 8 smpi 12...smpi berpusing2 la ankle den nie ha...ibrt ekau lili2 kaen~
da once bebolit ankle nie ha...xdapek do den nk slmt kn...
arini ado trening..dri kol 9 smpi 11...bebolit lg ankle den..
da si sharmyn urut2 kn kaki den...den pon bgn la nk jln2...da habit den mano la bulih nk dok diam~~hoho...
skali den kono mrh plak ngan coach..heee...xdola mrh..den tau..coach concern sbb game da dokek bucu meja jo..den pon ddk la kek topi..smbl unjur kaki secondhand---klo kaki xko secondleg?papo jolah~~..
smbil2 tgk owg maen futsal n frisbee at d same time...---futsal-frisbee-fatin..walaweyh triple F..bley den lwn triple H~~huuuu...nk maen frisbee~~~

nie...abih 1 kaki den sapu minyak..meh nk promote sket minyak ni...minyak seri kayu merah rumusan herba keluaran Rojam~~~hooo..abih la 1 umah den ni bau minyak~~~hahhaha...
nak buek cmno..kang xsapu minyak makin terok plak kaki den nie..sapo nk tanggung?ekau?sah2 la den yg tanggung~~~haish...lg 2ari game~~~~woootwooot...

okies...

p/s: sambungan random
----hello encik. anda memang hebat. saya kagum. FULL STOP----

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

random~

hello encik...saya suka anda. FULL STOP~

Monday, June 21, 2010

woot woot 2 NZ All Whites

huuuuu..
life without exams~~~ agak buhsan sbenanye..
got nothing to do now~~ i mean..tiada lg hari2 ku menjengah encik library kesukaan ati beta~~~
topfish pon da mls nk jage da..haha..i guess my fish will face d same fate as my farmville..ngeh ngeh ngeh..da buhsan memberi ikan makan mencuci tangki menjual ikan membeli ikan n repeating d cycle on and on and on..

haish...
starting from my exam date...i've been fighting against my most hated virus in the world-FLU-
adoiyh...n now de da tmbh de nye geng plak..COUGH..diflam da telan..still batuk jgk..vitamin c, immunifort sume da telan..still d same..or i guess getting worse~ hadeyh...sye mahu lega cepat! i have 2 games in 2 weeks time n i'm going south plak afta dat..trust me...d last thing that u wish u'll get is ohaving fever during ur winter trip to south! sye mahu maen salji..smbil bwk sirap+susu pekat manis+kacang+jagung=abc..ngahhaha...

owh yeah..now i'm gonna talk football plaks..woot woot..
well..since i gt nothing to do at home..not dat i watch d game pon...coz tvnz siaran rtm+mediaprima version msia xde tayang world cup..unless u subscribe for sky sport channel...ala2 astro espn la nie...huuu..

nk stream on9 pon leceyh jo...better la den stream charmed on9---wishing to complete the whole 8 seasons~~~ :D..ok...so i juz check d result je la kn..kt google...hoho..life with google~anything juz ask mr google..woot woot..

ok..so diz morning...bgn2 je tros bkk lappy...my initial intention was not to check d match result ke hape pon..juz sesje nk bkk lappy~~~~see...no life afta exam...sye rindu exam~~~ok...n den tergerak la ati nk check result kn...ritu check argentina vs korea...haaaaa frust sye korea klh..huuu..sye bangge ble jepong menang~tema diz year mri menyokong asia + all whites~ :D
jd td sye nmpk all whites vs italy 1:1...caya la... tahniah kpd encik smeltz yg kck...encik smeltz..jom kte dating once u gt back ere aye~~hoho..den tros le bkk nz herald..hoh sjk ble plak la kn ak ni bce nz herald~~~oh..sjk pg nie..slme nie cik ckin je yg do d reading..ngahhaha... rupe2 nye..draw ngan italy sbb italy gt free/penalty kick..wuteva la kn..hoho...n agak lame scoreboard 1:0 terpampang ye...erm..tahniah gk le kt abg keeper mark paston~~~woot woot for saving the goals~hoho..

oh..tyme check result all whites vs italy.. nmpk la kn brazil menang 3:1 lawan Côte d’Ivoire huhuh... tahniah le kn..tp tetbe trigt..apsl diz year sgt2 xmenyokong brazil spt thn2 yg lalu..hoho..bru sye igt..brazil da xde my favourite 3R players~~roberto carlos+ronaldo+ronaldinho~~ye..sye menyokong players lebeyh dri menyokong negara mereka...kerana sye menyokong negara sye MALAYSIA n bukan negara mereka...tp negara sye xde mereka jd sye menyokong mereka..sye sgt menyokong MALAYSIA mse lwn thailand..hooo...

igt lg..tyme world cup mse skolah dlu..heheh...sye mcm org gle tgk brazil lwn...esp ble abg roberto carlos ku yg katik kelua tv..hehhe...wlopon de plg pendek dlm team n botak..tp de ttp kacak di hati n di mata sye~~~wlopon sume menggila dgn ronaldo n ronaldinho..sye ttp setia pd roberto carlos sye..--cenekel btol iklan pepsi de.yg part nk wt free kick lwn jepon tu--ronaldo n ronaldinho tu..sye minat suam2 kuku je..roberto carlos sye gile melihat kecomelan beliau bermaen bola...lantak la owg nk kate ape kn...huuu...tp diz year...mereka esp roberto carlos xade..jd...patot la sye xmnt tgk bola tahun nie...huuu....

same goes to france...sye xsupport france sbb pakcik zidan sye xmaen...huuu...last tym punye worldcup smpi bertarung nyawa la betting wif my former matrik fren si afiq..tyme tue france vs germany.. de sokong germany n me..ofcoz la france..hhohoho...dgn yakin nye france akn menang..skali...hadeyh..germany plak la kn yg menang kn..n i hated when he said "kn da kate"..well...not really he said straight to my face pon kn..coz at dat tym he's in matrik n i was at my aunt's place..sok tu nk register msk ipba...huuu...msk ipba pon dgn ati yg sedeyhnye sbb france klh~~lg 1 sbb xcaye nk jd ckgu...hohoho..


Sunday, June 13, 2010

when other people cares about other thing~

huhu...
pagi ini cuaca kelihatan agak gilang gemilang..harapan ku smuge ari ni xujan n xsejok spt semalam. oh. cuaca kali ini kian misteri. hoho. cuaca di luar sliding door umah kukelihatan amat permai dan amat memberikan motivasi yang extravaganza (bak kate bunk-ate-face...ak pon xphm sgt motip lgu nie) utk berjuang menuju perpustakaan terchenta...*rse cm pasnie nk jd librarian plaks*

oh. sementara hmpir seantero dunia di diagnosed menghidapi penyakit berantu yg mempunyai syndrom marabahaya (bak kate pop-yeyeh-shuvit)..xbley nk wt kje laen da...selarn -makanBolacakapBOLAkejeBOLAtidoBOLA-bini?cita rasa sndrik la kn~huhu..ade je wifey yg lebeyh trok gilaBOLA dri hubby mereka..mcm NENEK PERKASA~~~hooo...hebat mkci men bola pki gotah scrap..huuuu..ha..demam world cup la kn..pe lg..oh sye ske lagu tema mereka~~tmbh2 bila ad abg will.i.am aka akan.saya.adalah~



*sye xjmpe yg vc abg will~~~xpe la..nie pon lyn jela*

when i get older i'll be stronger
*sye ske ayt nie..motivasi sggh~*

kembali kite ke pangkal jln..ye..sementara mereka sume xckop tdo maen bola..sye pulak sibuk menternak ikan di laman fb~~~ngahahha...gila topfishing..ari2 sye bg ikan mkn, jual ikan, cuci aquarium sndri, amek upah cuci aquarium jiran tetangge (idop berjiran ni kena r bermuafakat tolong menolong...hatta di lmn maya men game skali pon)...dlu sye sibuk menjdi petani moden...skang sye nk jd penternak ikan ber-excalibur~

antra faktor2 sye berjye memboloskn diri dri ini penyakit (bolos sja dinding itowh bk kate zizan~) kerana..sye sibuk mahu setadi la~~~nape la world cup ini tyme sye tgh nk examz..oh exam sye 1 ari 2 papers yg berbeza pgi n ptg~gila sungguh..da msk tertiary education nie..so far seigt sye xpnah lg sye exam 2 papers serentak..last mase zmn spm dolu2..kt ipba pon exam 1 paper 1 ari je..tp xpe..nnt sye la yg akn mencpai kemerdekaan lebeyh awl dri mereka2..kemudian sye nk maraton sume tv series yg sye tonton separuh jln...meet them half way la kate kn (kn fergie kn~~) jd..sye memerlukn tido yg secukup nye..umpama bayi~tido 16 jm sehari..gila hapa...sye perlu tido awl supaya sye dpt bergiat cergas menuju tmpt mistik yg penuh ngan umat manusia di waktu tgh hari n nnt spot kegemaran sye kne cilok..sye xmahu perkara sedemikian rupa utk terjd~ oh tiduck~~~~!

oh..sye smpt habis kn COUGAR TOWN!wlopon ini crita bukan kesah anak diberi ubat cabut lari...nie kesah middle-age woman~~~tp sye sukakn mereka~~~~bill lawrence punya kija..tp sye xmnt scrub sgt...housemate sye antu scrub...dan mengigau2 nk cri bdy scrub berjenama st ives di warehouse tp xde~~~hoho...beliau meminati kedua2 jenis scrub...

k...hrus chiow cincau~~mahu berkhidmat utk negara~


p/s: faktor laen sye xtgk world cup ini taon..uncle zidan sye xde~~~isk isk isk

Friday, June 11, 2010

pe yg ak wt nie?

ape ak wt kt umah nie?
i'm supposed to be at the library...studying?~~~~rememba??
hadeyh..
hujan...cmne nk g??
(alasan je...pdahal td je ujan...tu pon kjp je)
patot x g library skang?
tp klo g sure penoh...
xdpt la nk dok kt spot ak yg besh..
dok umah...
sure xstudy..
study gk la..
tp xsbyk n xsefocus study kt library..
kt library xbwk laptop..
jd xdpt connect tenet..
ye kt umah pon bley je nk switch off wireless kn..
tp mnde laen plak yg nk distract..
adeyh...

ritu g library...dgn bangge nye pki bju bru...light pink cardi..ye..sye bli dgn rege yg murah...n amat bangge dgn hasil pembelian sye...tgh study...tetbe nk terkucil plak...dgn bangge nye brjln menuju ke toilet..pastu..nk g r dok blk smbg study...tetbe..dri jaoh sye nmpk 2psg mata..eh x..3..sbb yg sowg tue ad mata tmbhn..huuuu...sepsg kapel..sye rse mereka owg korea mkn kimchi..dri jaoh dok tersengeh2 memandang sye..dlm hati "ble mse plak la ak knal diowg nie".. pastu ble sye melepasi mereka..tnpe segan silu mereka ketawa dlm mute version..gile hape mau ketawa berdekah2 dlm perpustakaan kesukaan sye..oh..mereka duduk selang 1 row dgn sye...ble sye ddk..sye usha perempuan itu..chet..bju sme rupenye~~~~~hampeh...lalu..semasa sye mahu pulang..sye ikot route laen..xmo da xserempak dgn mereka...nasib bli bju kt auckland..anda akn nmpk beberapa owg memakai bju yg sma spt anda..umpama membeli belah di romp mid valley, jln2 g mid, tbe jumpe owg pki bju yg sme cap romp pd ari yg sme..sme style..oh malu nye~~~~nsb baek ni cume cardi...jd..kurang ke obviousan kesamaan itu..kerana sume owg memakai cardi di auckland~~~~


ok...sile study!~

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

You know someone said that the worlds a stage
And each must play a part.
Fate had me playing in love you as my sweet heart.
Act one was when we met, I loved you at first glance
You read your line so cleverly and never missed a cue
Then came act two, you seemed to change and you acted strange
And why I'll never know.
Honey, you lied when you said you loved me
And I had no cause to doubt you.
But I'd rather go on hearing your lies
Than go on living without you.
Now the stage is bare and Im standing there
With emptiness all around
And if you wont come back to me
Then make them bring the curtain down.

- Elvis Presley, Are you lonesome tonight

Monday, June 7, 2010

i dont know why this time around..
it's really hard for me to let it go and move on..
it's been 5months now..
and i really hate the fact that this thing is bothering my life..
menci~

Sunday, June 6, 2010

chempedak da jd nangka~

chempedak da jdi nangka
cmne la cempedak ble jd nangka?
tu sbnanye sbb da x reti nk bezakn antra cempedak ngan nangka..

*adeyh...ujan2 nie makan compodak goreng pon sodap...mano nk den cri compodak kek tompek owg putih nie~~maa...pos compodak 1*

nasi da jdi bubur
hurm..nie kes terlebeyh sukat air..
dri nasi keras jd nasi lembik..pastu jd le bubur..
agk2 klo nk lotak lobih air tu, lotak skali la kentang, garam, carrot ngan isi ayam yo..
bru sodap bubur nasi ekau buek.. :D

*tips bubur nasi yg lebih enak di discover oleh roomate ku..msk kn segonggam mozarella cheese n diikuti dongan 2 sndok bubur nasi = perghhh..sodap gilo*

choc cake jd choc cookies
nie omputih punyo perumpamaan yg den cipto sndri~
cmno plak eh choc cake bleh jd bskot plak nie?
nie sume garo2 den pg2 bgn kms umah n lapa xtau nk mkn apo..
eden torai la resipi 5 minutes choc cake buek kali ke2..
1st tyme den buek jadi jo...2nd tyme nie..den telobih pandai sket dri tuan yg cipto resepi ni..
dio koba soh lotak dlm microwave 3mins..den pon lotak la 3min..
skali torai..cm lombik sket..den pon tmbh lg 1min..
kua2 jd biskut plak~~~kruk krak kruk krak~~tp sodap la jgk..
minum plak kopi cap rago yg omak n abah den pos boli kek kodah, pos dri n9 anta kek nz..
haha...

*minum kopi paneh2 tyme tongah ujan camni mmg sodap~*

Friday, June 4, 2010

saya depresi.

Thursday, June 3, 2010

oh....*bkn SNSD*

oh...pagi2 lg da dengar lady antebellum~need u now~
*totally crazy over diz song....aritu falling slowly*

oh..harus mantap kn skill bermaen keyboard lagu berdua ini...
*divert interest after failed 2 play guitar..damn my klinking is cacat~*

oh..esok saye ad 2 events penting..in-class assignment aka test *sje je nk name gempak* n orak exam nihon-go~~
*alternate language at d same tyme...kejap english den tuka jepong plak*

oh..saye sudah ubah rutin idop saye...dan saye amat suka kn nye
*no more sleeping afta subuh..no good!:D, mari study di library..skang bru saye suka akan tempat bernama l.i.b.r.a.r.y..amat nyaman di sana*

oh..saye turun 2kilobeban
*cita2 nk bg trn 10kilobeban..tp kang xlarat nak jd keeper plaks*

oh..saye ade 2 exams pada hari yg sme
*sungguh xdpt lri dri 2 perkara pd wktu yg sama...naseb baek saye ni multitasker--kununla*

oh..saye baru sedar entry ini sama dgn tajuk lgu kumpulan SNSD~ :D
*xde kaetan dgn idop saye pon lagu ini*

oh..saye kne ciao dlu~
*harus menelaah*

べんきょうして、あしたテストがありますから~

Monday, May 31, 2010

hi, are u malaysian? are u muslim?

pg td tym nk g class educ352 *ye...da nk abes sem bru daku bersemangat waja nk g klas cik sue dan daku jua xmengantuk utk pertama kali nya dlm klas cik sue...mau x tdo~~~dok btol2 dpn bji mate cik sue...gile hape daku mau tido~~~wootwoot*
ok..blk pd situasi pg td..
lps brekfes..
daku spt kebanyakkan hari kelas yg laen..
msk lift..utk trn bwh ke tingkat G..
oh...daku malas amat utk menuruni tangga
wlopon cita2 daku nak hapuskan 10kilobeban..tp..xpe..byk lg cara2nye :D
ok..blk pd dlm lift..
arakian wujudnya seorg pkcik smbil memegang sebiji vacuum~
lalu beliau menegurku..

"are you malaysian?" dlm bhs yg dipahami kami berdua..
*spt yg daku tulis diatas ni la*

*saspen je pkck ni...huhuh..
daku pon berhujah

"yep" smbil melemparkn senyuman ikhlas ku yg segar diwaktu pg :D

"Muslim?"
*nie kes beliau nmpak daku melilit selendang di kepala ku~oh hari ni daku xjmpe anak tdg syria daku*

"yep" senyum lg..
"and u?"
*dah beliau beramah tamah dengan daku..xkan la daku nk wt ex je kn..
kne la jage adab daku sbgi wanita islam melayu terakhir.. :D*

"i'm from pakistan, muslim too"

kejadian pg td meresap masuk ke ruang minda daku dan mengimbau kenangan sebulan yg lalu..

------sebulan yg lalu-------
daku dan bala tentera daku yakni segenap penghuni 96 dan juga 5 anak gadis yg muda setahun jagung dri daku..
menyerang pusat kegiatan seni nyanyian di jalan permaisuri *dlm bhs yg daku pahami..dlm bahasa orang-orang asli putih negara lembu --> Queen Street
usai melatih vokal kami yg telah lama xminum air assam milk tea..
kami menghirup udara angin malam di pelabuhan viaduct..
buhsan berdiri di kala angin sejuk, lantas kami segerombolan mencari tempat utk beriadah di tgh mlm, berbumbungkn bintang2 berkelipan smbil bermaen permainan yang amat pelik bagi org yang masih waras..
*mlm minggu ramai sggh msia yg separuh gila berbau hapak dan hames*
tiba2..jeng jeng jeng
dtg seorg lelaki smbil ditemani 2org sahabat karibnya
*mungkin...firasat daku mengatakan mungkin mereka serumah..mungkin :D*
lantas..beliau bertanyakn asal usul kami..
tp permulaan madah beliau amat lucu..

"can anyone of you speak english?"
*inilah padahnya pabila di tanah orang penternak lembu itam putih namun masih bertutur dlm lidah melayu makan otak-otak dgn satay :D..smpi menyangka kami xpandai bertutur bhs asing..
FYI kami mewakili 8bahasa asing di muka bumi ini aka perwakilan bahasa melayu, inggeris, jepun, italian, chinese, spanish, german jua korea...oh..xlupa jua..bhs arab yg semakin bersawang..namun..ok la tu kn..

sahaya kami semua menyahut
"yes"

lelaki tersebut: where u guys from?
kami semua: malaysia
lelaki tersebut: are u guys muslims?
kami semua: yes..
lelaki tersebut: assalamualaikum..
kami semua: waalaikumsalam..

lantas beliau menyuarakn hasrat di hati bahawa amatlah gembira melihat kami sekumpulan..
kerana jarang2 sungguh dan teramatlah luar biasa melihat golongan spti kami yg menikmati keindahan alam tanpa menghiraukn mata liar yang memandang..

sepanjang daku di bumi lembu fern leaf ni..ramai yg menyuarakan dan bertanyakan ketrampilan daku dan pendirian daku..

A: why r u covering ur head?
B: r u happy?
C: r all people in malaysia are muslims?

dan persoalan silih berganti dan bertali arus..hoho...

kesimpulannya:
1. mereka bukan lah bersikap buruk sangka pd kami..cuma mereka gembira melihat kami yang teramat ceria
2. mereka yg xmengerti cumalah bersikap ingin tahu yang tinggi..kerana perkara ini amat baru bg mereka..

hoho...utk jwpn soklan no 2.. "r u happy?" = "yep..i'm happy being born as who i am now.. :D"

Friday, May 28, 2010

*wearing an emo hat and a hopeless hat*

version 1
*wearing an emo hat*

woit A,
wa bengang la ngan lu kn..lu nie..wa tgk kecik besar kecik besar je tau..
tapi..haish..lu nie kn..menyesak kan perot wa yg tgh lapar tau x..
lu ske tol wat wa bengang ngan lu kan..
klo x nyusah kn idop manusia sejagat xbley ke???
lu bajet lu spe?
lu ingat lu hot sgt ke?
lu igt sume owg suke kat lu?
lu igt sume nk terhegeh2 kt lu?
*byk sgt la lu igt la kn
piirah lu~~~
lu ni klo letak sme tinggi ngan stitch tu kn...
stitch lg cumey le..
lu igt wa heran sgt dgn idop lu??
wa kesah hape lu wt ape ngan idop lu kn..
lu g la wt kje lu..
wa ngan idop wa..
lu ngan idop lu...
ade ak kesah?~~xde mknenye~

version 2
*wearing a hopeless hat*

dear A,
awak...nape awak ske wt sye rse susah ati??
awak tau x saye xlalu mkn igt kt awak
nape awak ske wt sye cmnie?
awak tau kn sye ske kat awak..
saye syg sgt kt awak..
tolong la jgn sekse sye cmnie lagi...



oh sue, nape sket sgt markah educ352 ko bg kt ak???????

Thursday, May 27, 2010

dah nak........

da nk abes sem
da nk dekat exam
da abes autumn
da masuk winter
da nak bersatu
da nak g jejalan south island n watch ALLBLACKS vs south africa
da nak masuk 2nd sem
da nak balik msia!!!!!!!!
da nak final year..
da nak abes blaja...
da nak keje???????

Monday, May 24, 2010

jauh nye~~lame lagi ke..are we there yet??

jauh nye
...bila kite fikir n renung kn pasal masa depan..
...terasa cam jauhnye perjalan idop kite ni to reach our target..
...how or what are we going to be in next 5-10 years
...are we able to be what we wanna be?
...will we be a successful teacher
...will we be a good wife/husband
...will we be a caring mother/father
...jauhnye pk~~ :D
...but we never realize how things have changed and time has passed so quickly
...when we start to think about our past, then we'll know
...sekejap nye mase nie berlalu...
...tup tap tup tap..it has been almost 22years *in my case*
...22years..living and breathing in this world..
...tup tap tup tap..i'm running out of time..
...tup tap tup tap..i'm going back home..7months left..
...irony isn't it..

lame lagi ke
...persoalan yg xpernah lari dri idop kte..kn
...come in package with persoalan "jauhnye"
...tapi same gak..when we looked back to the things that we've done..
...we've done so many things in our life n d feelings made us think back..
...kejap nye mase berlalu~
...*pe beza antara jauh dan lama?---jarak dan masa~membantu x? :P*

are we there yet
...hurm...it depends on individual~~
...for me..i'm still on my way to reach my target~
...bak kate mama n babah *mse diowg xbg ak g swak ikot dyane balik*
..."masih xmencapai misi n visi lg" aka abes blaja n kje..huhu
...last2..once jejak je kaki kt nz nie..ha..setaon 6x ak nek kpl terbang..
...g lg jaug jrk de dri semenanjung n borneo~ :D
...as much as things i've accomplished and achieved..still
...there's so many things that yet to discover and conquer~
...so~~are we there yet? :D

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

virus2 dlm dunia nie~~~~b.a.h.a.y.a

huh...
lame tol cik receptionist xmsok keje..alasan nye..malas...haish..malas2..smpi ble nk maju klo asek malas?
nie la antara virus yg bahaya kat dlm dunia nie..n mempunyai potensi utk merebak..
bukan takat merebak dri satu jam ke satu jam...tp bley gak merebak kat kawan2 anda..
xcaye cbe try...hoho...
once da malas nk bgn tdo..de jd malas nk mandi...once da malas nk mandi...malas nk gerak g mne2..last2 end up dok terperok dlm umah doing nothing...makan pon kalo ade owg masakkan..
haish..terok tol perangai~
tp..klo da rajin tu...rajin teramat sgtla kn..hoho..tp xpe..better rajin dri malas~~

virus laen...malas r nk cte psl H1N1 ke..swine ke..ape2 je jenis influenza kt dunia nie..yg terbang la..yang dok dlm kandang la..haih...da basi...hoho...but still need to b carefull wif those viruses~scary.....

virus terkini yg attack MSIA~~~~hoho....bkn takat msia je yg kne sbnanye..haish..tmpt laen pon kne gak
guess what...
A.D.A.M.A.Y.A~~~~~hahhaha...
ye...ak pon mle xtau pon psl virus nie..nie sume membe ak nye psl..
nk soh ak denga lagu ost cte tue..
so...i gt d main idea la kn...
dat diz one gonna b like nurkasih..hahahha...
virus yg perlu di elakkn otherwise u'll become addicted to it pastu ngigau2 nk hero mcm cte tu..
but..one fine sunday morning..
ak bgn je..dengan bunyi cte mlayu...
"jgn ckp ad owg tgk adamaya plak dah" cetus benak ak~hahah..
memang sah...my ousemates were watching it...
mule2 tu konon xgoyah la...determined gle xmo tgk..
last2..
mcm selesema la kn..klo owg dlm umah ko kne..nnt ko sure kne jangkit gk kn..
cm tu la di ibaratkn adamaya nie...mcm influenza..
xsah klo xjangkit..haha...
nak2 ade si amani yg cumeyh tu..
sampai typo pon rse comey sgt nk kne ejek kan..
"alam setika"
hoho...
virus2....seb baek da abeh...encik2 director out there..udah2 la tu...jgn nk sebar lg pengaroh fairytales ni..
mne nk cri mamat sebaek adam tu??ade ke???
klo ade roger me k..bley wt calon~~hahahahha...

lg 1 virus yg bahaya..
once terkena...mata xbley nk tutup..
masalah jaw dropping (jaw cracking pon da xde hal la kn)
nama virus nie..BONAMANA...hahaha....
ape itu bonamana?
hahah..SUJU's latest song~~~~~nosebleed...ahhaha...
hebat x hebat?u hve 2 watch it for urself to know y la kn...hahah...make sure it's HD...hahah..
esp inkigayo's live...wwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..LT!
elfing sbenta~
ikeng!!!da tgk blom?

k la...
cik receptionist nk kne sign out dlu..
word of wisdom for today~

"insan yang cemerlang datang nye dari akal dan hati yang suci barulah keyakinan benar2 mantop"

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

play me guitar

i want someone
that could play guitar
and sing a song for me

i want someone
that could play guitar
and hear me singing

i want someone
that could do more than just playing guitar
so that i could rely on for the rest of my life

Monday, January 18, 2010

sasau~

bile
Malamku igau...
Gilakan kau ...
Siangku sasau...
Aha... gilakan kau...
[search, kerja gila]

i do admit that sometimes
i'm crazy like the rest of us..
but i'm crazier when i'm next to him (her)..
[jason mrA-Z, please don't tell her]

that is why
i hate this part right here
[pcd, i hate this part]

so please
Jangan cuba mencipta harapan,
Jika kau hanya mainkan perasaan,
Yang sekian lama dambakan kehadiran mu,
Jangan biarku mencintaimu,
Melainkan kau merasa begitu,
Kerana hati ini tak bisa diluka lagi,
[dia fadilla, jat da da da]
kerana
Lemahku lemah
Tak berdaya
Salahkah bila
Ku tak henti mengharapkannya
Meskipun akhirnya
Ku tahu dia hanya membuatku terluka
[cokelat, salah]

Saturday, January 16, 2010

my summer hols~~ :D

wuahhh..
i'm back to d blogging world...afta a month..bru rini i hv d mood of blogging~~~haha..
juz wanna update my summer activities in msia~~~~

*tho i noe most of my frens having fun in oz n nz kn..esp d boxing day part---dem jeles~~~*

huuuu...

well..
blk2 je ritu..tros ku dpt kn element plg penting in mylife aka SATAY!!!!gosh...lega nye~~~hehehe

afta 1week kt gemas---wif no tnet...i went back 2 kedah~~~hehhe...smpt cilok brodben from my big bro..but...like they said..no money no talk..but in our case --me n my bro-- no psp no brodben..
so i hd 2 trade my psp wif his brodben..for some reason god knows..mine was broken..i hv noe idea how come it hd broken..aiyaa...xpela..but..unfortunately...smpt pki for only 1 day je...

y???sbb xbaya bill...aigooo...hahhaha..so hv 2 wait till we gt back 2 gemas le~~~tu pon it took 4days..bru la bley gt back 2 d cyber world..haha...

owh...my 1st summer activity was..a family trip..gt lost in the world of tambun..ahhaha

xkesahla...huuu..*am still using my bro's brodben which mean my psp is still wif him*

k..den..i'm stuck in gms..ahhaha....
n planned for my KL escape..gosh..so terbalik..ahhaha..
org2 kl sume nk escape from kesibukan kota n pg tmpt2 yg tnang~~
hahaha...ak plak??mncri ketenangan di dlm kesesakan jln raya??apakah~~ahhaha
n mmg mengimarahkn my 1 week in kl sepenohnye la~~~
ahhaha...

8hb Jan 2010 aka Friday:
bertolak from gemas at 12 noon...smpi klcentral around 2.30...sggh laju tren itu~~
waited for sheni to come n met kaklong yg jge blk msia~~~
den me n sheni went 2 mid-------gosh..dem mish my kedai runcit..ahahha...adla prubahan bt not too much dat u cant recognise mid la kn~~hahah
we watched alvin2...great for a mental escapism~~ahhaha
--the theme is escapism kn--
then abes muvie ktowg blk la UIA~~~~

argh..bermula lah episod malang ak ngan UIA nie~~
ak pon xtau r pe badi ak ngan UIA nie kn~~~~
*mmg satu tragedi itam....nyaris terbunuh ak di buat nye n hmpir tido lokap la ak*
xpela...dlm entry laen r ak cte psl kes bnh membunuh nie kn..
tp tema nye: AK BOIKOT UIA...hahaha

mlm tue dinner wif sheni jedah n jannah..ooo...my dinner was sponsored by jedah~
yg kemudiannye di culik oleh somepet~~~ahha...
xpela...mlm tue lme gk la lepak kt cafe erm..hamidah?halimah?xtau la ak..
smpi nk ttp la cafe tue..hahaha....
den pillow talk wif sheni~~~

9hb Jan 2010 aka Saturday:
bertolak from UIA kol bpe eh..nk dkt kol 10 gk la kot~~\
tggu VIPs aka jannah n jedah~~hahah...
bertolak kmi berempat -me, sheni, jedah n jannah-
den smpi mne eh..setiawangsa ke~~hd 2 wait for somepet plak..
owh...ade ape wif saturday ini???
ade.. GATHERING of fellowship of the ring~~
hahah..yg di hadiri oleh shbt handai ku..seramai 15owg---cmpo ak
: me
: ikeng
: sheni
: jannah
: jedah
: somepet
: jue
: mus
: wani razali
: amy
: shedah a. hanifah
: pino
: weeda
: jemang
: afiqah (tp de dtg lmbt sket..so xsmpt join acra di gasoline)

15..ok la tue...ahhah...
mle2 lunch at gasoline...ahhaha...one of places in my summer hols checklist..hahha
pas mkn...
mule la ad yg merayap2..den mule la acra mencri kwn yg ilang~~
ahha...
den some of dem g wt fish spa la..urot kaki la...aigoo..
ahha

xpela..den ktowg g karok~~wuuuu..
except for mus, jue, wani n amy yg terpkse chiow terlebeyh awl~~
karok pnye karok..smpi kering anak tekak ak~~~hhaha
kua2 from ktv tue....sume sore tggl angen je..ahha...
but all of us mmg had fun la~~~lme xjmpe seko2..ehhe..

den sume split...blk ke haluan msg2..ak followed ikeng~serik wif UIA ahhaha..
den d 2 of us menggila d sebuah kedai korea d dlm ts~~aigoo...berbulu mata tgk stuff kt situ
den g central..
jmpe la plak apisud~~~

da mlm~~
den we went back 2 ikeng's place~~


10hb Jan 2010 aka Sunday:
ade Umno club meeting d klcc~
i went there wif chuna~~sean chun...heheh..
abes meeting ktowg g serbu tgv at klcc tu...
tgh old dogs-----superb..
ahhaha...
den blk...mlm smpi umah~hehhe...


11hb Jan 2010 aka Monday:
pg tu...ak n ikeng g jejln sekitar shah alam..abes la 3 shopping complexes ktowg ronda..
from pkns..to sacc to..err..pe ntah lg 1 mall tu..hahahha
smpt msk hot market..tmpt wjb g mse skul dlu~~haha
crik stuff for adiah la mcm2 la..

den ptg tu..supposed ktowg g wallclimbing..tp..
weather seakan2 bermain aci nyorok dgn kami...
so hd 2 change plan..g men bowling..
bowling wif my ex-skulmates: ikeng, amy, wani, min(ousemate amy) n jue--(mus dtg anto jue je)
haha...
bowling plg smart dlm sjarah~~ahha...
n yg pntg..ak da improve my bowling skill~~~ahhaha...

den dinner wif d gurls..n topik perbincangan was the reminiscence of skul era~
ahha..
amy la...salute to her..byk gle mnde de igt..ahha...
d memories were so~~~~~~memorable..hahaha
blk mlm lg~adeyhs..hhaha


12hb Jan 2010 aka Tuesday:
tgh ari dlm kol 12 lbeyh cmtue..gerak ke klcntral wif ikeng...
she wanted 2 go 2 mid..n ak plak nk jmpe chuna n nk g CM n jln TAR...
so ktowg split la kt cntral~~~huuu..miss my babe~~

g CM..ronda 1 CM..survey for pareo batik n other batik stuff for FiEstA MaLAysIa '10
pastu..g msjd jamek..jln kaki~~~
ahha..
den melalut ke jln tar..
o..mkn sizzling mee n abc kt sumo house~~~
n borong shawls pd harge yg amt lumayan~~~waaaaa..heaven..no more on9 shopping for shawls da..
n ble da smpi jln tar tu..bkn psg abes la klo xsggh SOGO~~~~~
sales for t-shirts n kemeja~~~but..i didnt grab anything~~~xde yg berminat..yg berminat plak..
argh..XDE SIZE~~~~bkn sbb ak yg gemok k..
sbb ade size kck je~~

den blk chuna's place plak diz tyme..rawang~
blk mlm...lgi..hehhe


13hb Jan 2010 aka Wednesday:
at diz rate..kaki ak da rse cm kematu da~~`ahha...
hurm..pepg lg da grak from rawang ke mid..heheh...dlm kol 9lbeyh r..
tp komuter rawang lembab~~~huuu..
meeting illi at mid...
she's from mlke..n de plak yg smpi dlu~~~
hooo..
kt mid...ktowg:
- mkn mcd~~~waaa prosperity is back!!!waaa..sodap~~
- borong at jusco---gilos...saket wallet ku bersoping dikale xde sale
- borong d FOS jge..n reject shop jge..
- me n chun watched Sherlock Holmes-----super duper superb~

den...kmi membawa haluan msg2...
illi da bl mlake~
chuna plak odw blk rawang
n me...blk alam damai~~~my maklong's ouse..hehe

n smpi alam damai..cbe teka..haha..
right...mlm lg~~ :D


14hb Jan 2010 aka Thursday:
bermulalah karier ku sbgai the NANNY~~ahha...2 my 3 lil nephews..
: haziq - 5
: haikal - 3
: baby aariz - 6month~

bygkn~~~~~hahaha...ad 1 tyme..while i was carrying baby aariz..skali kene smackdown~~
kne attacked wif another 2 boys...da la si haziq tu bdn de....wuhh..kuss semangat..haha..


15hb Jan 2010 aka Friday:
siang: jd nanny...haha...
mlm: my family came to fecth me..haha..gedix..
pg kl bley g sndrik..nek tren..
tp nk blk..haha...so ayah amek~~ngahahha..well
there's a reason y i dont wanna go back alone on my own~~~
ahha...
den sgh langat..my mom's sista nye ouse..
stay overnight~~


16hb Jan 2010 aka Saturday:
ere i am...
in my own ouse..
at gemas..
posting diz blog~~
ahhaa...

two halves of the same whole

two halves of the same whole

kami BERSEPAH tapi kami tetap 505bedas :D

kami BERSEPAH tapi kami tetap 505bedas :D