pi mai pi mai tang tu

haish...

people said..

life is like a wheel..once you'r up..the next time you'r down..

tapi kenapa cepat sangat?

baru je bangun..

dah jatuh balik~

i don't want to spoil the mood since it's my last class with the lil ones..

tapi tula..

shit happens...

@_@

ay

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never thought that 2 girls came to me just now...

they were apologizing for what happened in class this morning...

and i was touched by their sincere apologies..

then i realized that they started to cry...

the moment i hugged them..

i felt like i wanted to cry too...

but have to be strong...

i've forgiven your wrong doings~

it is just that i had to give you guys a wake up call...

ay

p/s: rasa serabut sangat with the clock right in front of me showing that it's 8.45 since this morning but it's already 2.09...urghh..the clock is messing with my brain right now~~~ @_@

the end

saat jatuh dah lepas..

dan sekarang adalah masa untuk bangkit dari zaman kejatuhan~

well...dah nak habis practicum dah..

rasa kejap je..

last 3 months, when i first entered the school..

rasa macam...

"huish..lama nya nak tunggu 3 months..."

"how am i going to survive my practicum..."

bla bla bla..

but now..tinggal lagi 4 days...

i have only 1 class left with my form2 students and 2 more with my form4 students...

still..

there are more things that i've planned to do with them..

but i'm running out of time...

seems like 3 months are not enough...

kids...

i'm sorry i couldn't keep my promises..

the promises that i've made to myself..

to help with your summary..

to help with your argumentative essays...

to help with your reading comprehension...

to help you improve your speaking skills..

and many more...

hopefully...

apa yang teacher dah ajar korang..ada la masuk sikit2...

tak banyak pon 150% masuk pon jadi la~ :D

i've been through ups and downs with my kids..

they've taught me a lot of how to be a good teacher..

"a good teacher teaches..but great teacher inspires"

of course i want to be one of the great teachers...just like those who have been my inspirations..

my mom *indirectly* thanks to her that i chose this profession..seriously...

my teachers..especially cikgu natrah and cikgu zuriyal who both had changed my life..and influenced my styles..

my english teachers since primary to secondary schools..who never fail to make me feel bored with english...

but..to become a great teacher, i need to learn how to be a good teacher first..

hopefully i've been a good teacher to all of you~

life is never perfect...

but we learn to live perfectly in imperfections :D

kids..

having all of you as my students is an honour..

despite your "eagerness" to submit your homework on time

despite your "energetic" responses to all my questions..which i ended up generously talking to the fans spinning above my head and becoming Ms Broom~ :D

despite your "200%" focus on my lessons...

i enjoy the time we had together...

the time i mistakenly took the arabic dictionary while trying to search for an english word

the time i watched you acting like "husband and wife" because you turned up late~

the time i was amazed with your creativeness in producing your own skits, posters, cinquain

the time you made jokes about jet ski, plumber *actually i almost laughed at the jet ski joke...but had to maintain my straight face :D*

so hopefully..

you will always remember me and regard me as your teacher~

and hopefully..

i could still remember you in 20 years from now...getting old..forget things easily..

*ceh...no need to wait until 20 years..you guys baru 14-16 pon already giving me excuses "i'm sorry teacher, i forgot"

well..i guess...that is one of cliche excuses that i'm going to hear in my next 24 years of teaching..

itu pon kalau i'm still a teacher la kan..

kalau kahwin laki kaya..i could retire early, stay at home or go for shopping ke kan..

haha..

naaaa...i guess i'm going to stick with this profession as you kids make me realized how i love this profession..

geesh..i hate farewell....

p/s: just finished reading my old posts...and realized how lame i was...but..somehow i'm very proud of myself as i realized that i have improved in my style...hahah..well..everyone has their LAME moments~ so do i~

saat jatuh

blehhhhhhhhhhh....

tak suka nya bila dihampakan..

why?

what did i do wrong this time?

tahniah..

anda berjaya mematahkan semangat teacher..

"kalau taknak belajar..teacher pon taknak mengajar dah"

first time i feel so down...

masa kena condemn with baginda supervisor..walau bengang tahap gaban sekali pun..

i still felt excited to teach my students..

bersungguh2 cari bahan and activities yang seronok..

so that takde la mengantok belajar english tengah hari..

****

bila fikir balik..

ni baru sbp..

kalau posting sekolah harian..

entah macam mana la nasib nanti..

blehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh