well..
i have 1 interview tomorrow..and i'm done..insyaAllah..
supposedly i have already completed my course..
alhamdulillah~
but the KISSM results and SPP interview are very important for me too..
becauses they are somehow related to my teaching profession and
passing or failing these two could affect my career~
i wish i can get over and done with everything...
Ya Allah..Permudahkanlah segala urusan ku.. Amiin~
I'll walk this path that I chose
Wednesday, November 30, 2011
Monday, November 28, 2011
songs and memories
well..
sometimes..or most of the time..
when we listen to a song...we often associate it with a particular memory...
as for me..
most of the time..
whenever i hear a song...*not new song*..
it will remind me of the time when i always listened to that song..
and the funny thing is..i cans till recall the scene...and the feelings too
for example:
Unwell, Matchbox 20
-will definitely bring me back to the year 2003..PMR and those moments happened a that time..
especially during the prep hours..
and just now...i was listening to
I Caught Myself, Paramore
-automatically i remembered the time i was still in Auckland..
walking down from the OGG building..passing and crossing the road full of fallen leaves during autumn..going back to Huia...
that was the time when i just bought the Twilight soundtrack CD and i put all tracks in my hp..
and i would listen to the songs when i was walking back from uni to Huia..
leisurely..while the sun was about to set..
aaaaahh....
Forever Lost and Long Legs, The Magic Numbers
-when i found out that the guy acted as Hagrid in HP is actually a singer..and has his own band with his other bro and two sisters..i quickly downloaded most of their tracks..
and almost..excessively played the songs and sang the songs in my room..
haha..i bet my roomies were tired listening to those indi songs..as they never heard of it before and never understood why i was soo obsessed with the songs..
well..simple..they are FUN! :D ..and it was during the Foundation years~
same goes to my friends..
i mean..for certain songs..they can quickly remember when it was and what happened at that time..
basically it was associated with me.. -_-" *how i wish they could forget those moments*
-How to save a life, The Fray
-When it all falls apart, The Veronicas
and other 2 songs i won't put it here~ -_-"
hurm...
so what song would represent this year's memories??
sometimes..or most of the time..
when we listen to a song...we often associate it with a particular memory...
as for me..
most of the time..
whenever i hear a song...*not new song*..
it will remind me of the time when i always listened to that song..
and the funny thing is..i cans till recall the scene...and the feelings too
for example:
Unwell, Matchbox 20
-will definitely bring me back to the year 2003..PMR and those moments happened a that time..
especially during the prep hours..
and just now...i was listening to
I Caught Myself, Paramore
-automatically i remembered the time i was still in Auckland..
walking down from the OGG building..passing and crossing the road full of fallen leaves during autumn..going back to Huia...
that was the time when i just bought the Twilight soundtrack CD and i put all tracks in my hp..
and i would listen to the songs when i was walking back from uni to Huia..
leisurely..while the sun was about to set..
aaaaahh....
Forever Lost and Long Legs, The Magic Numbers
-when i found out that the guy acted as Hagrid in HP is actually a singer..and has his own band with his other bro and two sisters..i quickly downloaded most of their tracks..
and almost..excessively played the songs and sang the songs in my room..
haha..i bet my roomies were tired listening to those indi songs..as they never heard of it before and never understood why i was soo obsessed with the songs..
well..simple..they are FUN! :D ..and it was during the Foundation years~
same goes to my friends..
i mean..for certain songs..they can quickly remember when it was and what happened at that time..
basically it was associated with me.. -_-" *how i wish they could forget those moments*
-How to save a life, The Fray
-When it all falls apart, The Veronicas
and other 2 songs i won't put it here~ -_-"
hurm...
so what song would represent this year's memories??
Saturday, November 26, 2011
SPP
ok..
one last thing to do before i can finally relax enjoying my days before posting...
the SPP interview..
SPP=Suruhanjaya Perkhidmatan Pelajaran..
have to prepare myself with general knowledge *been trying to read the online newspapers*
and reading some tips for the interview..by those who have been through it..
basically...
they said stuff that would be asked by the interviewer are:
-the ministers and their portfolios..especially the minister of education..*those related to education*
-the name of the Sultans *especially in your own state*
-Rukun negara & wawasan 2020
-education related policies *such as the MBMMBI, PSMI, FPK, 1Murid1Sukan etc*
-pedagogy..teaching theories..
-schools etc...
hurm..
my interview is on 1st December...
*hoping that i won't screw my most important interview*
one last thing to do before i can finally relax enjoying my days before posting...
the SPP interview..
SPP=Suruhanjaya Perkhidmatan Pelajaran..
have to prepare myself with general knowledge *been trying to read the online newspapers*
and reading some tips for the interview..by those who have been through it..
basically...
they said stuff that would be asked by the interviewer are:
-the ministers and their portfolios..especially the minister of education..*those related to education*
-the name of the Sultans *especially in your own state*
-Rukun negara & wawasan 2020
-education related policies *such as the MBMMBI, PSMI, FPK, 1Murid1Sukan etc*
-pedagogy..teaching theories..
-schools etc...
hurm..
my interview is on 1st December...
*hoping that i won't screw my most important interview*
Friday, November 25, 2011
breaking dawn
at first i wanted to write this entry yesterday..
but due to certain circumstances and mainly because i was too lazy to write..
so i post it today..
*spoiler alert*
so...
yesterday was the big event!
breaking dawn...hahaha...
so i went to tropicana city mall with other fang-girls..batip, aliaa, cikleni and nija
finally..
as for me..
i think it was great..but i suspected there's quite a lot of edited scenes..
i really wanted to see how Bella gave birth to her daughter..
but they just shown us the scene where the venom already entered Bella's body system..
and Rose was holding Renesmee.. -_-"
but overall..thumbs up and am waiting for part 2-->maybe i have to bring my sister to watch it next year..
and now i feel like i want to reread the book~
owh yeah...i have few days left in IPBA..and after that i will be bibik sepenuh masa~ -_-"
and today 2PM is in town y'all !
but due to certain circumstances and mainly because i was too lazy to write..
so i post it today..
*spoiler alert*
so...
yesterday was the big event!
breaking dawn...hahaha...
so i went to tropicana city mall with other fang-girls..batip, aliaa, cikleni and nija
finally..
as for me..
i think it was great..but i suspected there's quite a lot of edited scenes..
i really wanted to see how Bella gave birth to her daughter..
but they just shown us the scene where the venom already entered Bella's body system..
and Rose was holding Renesmee.. -_-"
but overall..thumbs up and am waiting for part 2-->maybe i have to bring my sister to watch it next year..
and now i feel like i want to reread the book~
owh yeah...i have few days left in IPBA..and after that i will be bibik sepenuh masa~ -_-"
and today 2PM is in town y'all !
Wednesday, November 23, 2011
KISSM
tomorrow morning i have big exam..
why i said big?because it will affect my kenaikan gaji~...
and i don't want to repeat the course next year~---had enough already---
so..hoping that tomorrow i can successfully pass the exams :D
do pray for me :D
why i said big?because it will affect my kenaikan gaji~...
and i don't want to repeat the course next year~---had enough already---
so..hoping that tomorrow i can successfully pass the exams :D
do pray for me :D
Sunday, November 20, 2011
random act of kindness
well...
i managed to drag my feet and chuna's to mid valley for lunch..
haha...
we simply went there to have lunch..
browsing through stuff hoping there would be MEGA sale..
but ended up..we just window-shopping~
*but it's ok..at least i didn't spend my money on other things..*
so..
while waiting for cab in front of the north court entrance..
we saw 3 kids..were asking the cab driver..
*ok..you know right..the drill..you have to line up...
and then..when the first cab didn't go to your place..you'll move to the second cab..until there's a cab that's willing to send you..right*
so..these 3 kids asked the third cab..but the cab driver thought they cut the lines and asked them to line up..
poor kids..
so..i called the three kids to come and asked them where they wanted to go..
pantai dalam..
so that i could ask the cab driver for them...
at the same time..
there were 2 foreigners..simply tak reti bahasa...
at first they didn't wait for the line..
then..the cab driver told them that they have to wait until their turn come..
so..they cut the line..and straight away opened the door and enter the cab...
what the ... #^&*$%&** - third class mentality betul..
i was sooo angry at these two fellas..dah la buat muka kerek pula tu..bengkek je tengok..
but at that time..i was more concern about getting a cab for these 3 kids..
and they thanked us for helping them..
even when they were already in the cab..
one of them placed his palm on the window...
sambil cakap "terima kasih kak"
*ala dah macam drama melayu plak*
at the same time i was worried..what happen if they don't have enough money to pay the cab?
but my friends told me that they should have had enough money since they were confident enough to take a cab...
well you see..
berbuat baik tak semestinya hanya pada orang yang kita kenal..
and kadang-kala..orang buat baik sebab mengharapkan balasan..balasan untuk dipuji..
and most of the time..masyarakat kita memilih untuk pejamkan mata pekupkan telinga bila nampak orang yang susah..
same goes when in a train..komuter or lrt especially..
when they see pregnant lady or orang tua..you could see some of them pretending to fall asleep..
sesetengah tu pandang je..
padahal..there's no harm for you to show some random act of kindness..
in fact...
there's a feeling of satisfaction..since we are able to help other people too..
well..
lining up and waiting for your turn could be a random act of kindness too
i managed to drag my feet and chuna's to mid valley for lunch..
haha...
we simply went there to have lunch..
browsing through stuff hoping there would be MEGA sale..
but ended up..we just window-shopping~
*but it's ok..at least i didn't spend my money on other things..*
so..
while waiting for cab in front of the north court entrance..
we saw 3 kids..were asking the cab driver..
*ok..you know right..the drill..you have to line up...
and then..when the first cab didn't go to your place..you'll move to the second cab..until there's a cab that's willing to send you..right*
so..these 3 kids asked the third cab..but the cab driver thought they cut the lines and asked them to line up..
poor kids..
so..i called the three kids to come and asked them where they wanted to go..
pantai dalam..
so that i could ask the cab driver for them...
at the same time..
there were 2 foreigners..simply tak reti bahasa...
at first they didn't wait for the line..
then..the cab driver told them that they have to wait until their turn come..
so..they cut the line..and straight away opened the door and enter the cab...
what the ... #^&*$%&** - third class mentality betul..
i was sooo angry at these two fellas..dah la buat muka kerek pula tu..bengkek je tengok..
but at that time..i was more concern about getting a cab for these 3 kids..
and they thanked us for helping them..
even when they were already in the cab..
one of them placed his palm on the window...
sambil cakap "terima kasih kak"
*ala dah macam drama melayu plak*
at the same time i was worried..what happen if they don't have enough money to pay the cab?
but my friends told me that they should have had enough money since they were confident enough to take a cab...
well you see..
berbuat baik tak semestinya hanya pada orang yang kita kenal..
and kadang-kala..orang buat baik sebab mengharapkan balasan..balasan untuk dipuji..
and most of the time..masyarakat kita memilih untuk pejamkan mata pekupkan telinga bila nampak orang yang susah..
same goes when in a train..komuter or lrt especially..
when they see pregnant lady or orang tua..you could see some of them pretending to fall asleep..
sesetengah tu pandang je..
padahal..there's no harm for you to show some random act of kindness..
in fact...
there's a feeling of satisfaction..since we are able to help other people too..
well..
lining up and waiting for your turn could be a random act of kindness too
feeling like..but...
feeling like going out tomorrow..
but too lazy to be caught in the traffic jam..
-_-"
feeling like watching "In Time"
but need to save money to watch "Breaking Dawn"
Shut Up! Don't say a word about me watching Breaking Dawn...
I never condemn your movies..so please don't condemn mine..
if you still want to do so..don't do it in front of me~
thank you..
p/s: let's respect other's preferences and differences..life is too short to condemn others
p/p/s: prediction..24th..mid valley must be flooded by the school kids~ -_-"
but too lazy to be caught in the traffic jam..
-_-"
feeling like watching "In Time"
but need to save money to watch "Breaking Dawn"
Shut Up! Don't say a word about me watching Breaking Dawn...
I never condemn your movies..so please don't condemn mine..
if you still want to do so..don't do it in front of me~
thank you..
p/s: let's respect other's preferences and differences..life is too short to condemn others
p/p/s: prediction..24th..mid valley must be flooded by the school kids~ -_-"
Saturday, November 19, 2011
ain't gonna wait anymore
i thought i'm strong enough..
to wait..and wait..
waiting for you to come and lend me your hand..
to guide me through the days..
to show me a whole new world..
i thought i'm strong enough..
to wait..and wait..
silently..obediently..
so that you will notice me..
patiently waiting for you..
behind a thin glass wall..
again..
i ain't no superhuman..
i'm not strong enough to blindly waiting for you..
all the time passed by..
made me realize..
you're not someone who worth waiting for..
so..
i guess it's time to say goodbye..
as
i ain't gonna wait anymore..
tick tock
tick tock
it's time to move on
to wait..and wait..
waiting for you to come and lend me your hand..
to guide me through the days..
to show me a whole new world..
i thought i'm strong enough..
to wait..and wait..
silently..obediently..
so that you will notice me..
patiently waiting for you..
behind a thin glass wall..
again..
i ain't no superhuman..
i'm not strong enough to blindly waiting for you..
all the time passed by..
made me realize..
you're not someone who worth waiting for..
so..
i guess it's time to say goodbye..
as
i ain't gonna wait anymore..
tick tock
tick tock
it's time to move on
Friday, November 18, 2011
results
hari ni results UPSR keluar...
but i don't have any relatives yang ambil UPSR..
what ever it is..congratulations to all UPSR candidates..
no matter what your results are..i know you've done your very best..right :D
and another results juga keluar today..
the results of my 5 years and a half of studying in B.Ed TESOL..finally announced today..
not really announced since the results were pasted on the notice board..
and alhamdulillah..
i got second upper class..and i pass my practicum..
bersyukur sangat-sangat..
you know..
people always said..
aim for the stars..if you happen to fall..you'll fall for the sky..
it's true..
but somehow..
in reality..
in my case..
i often aim for the rooftop..and if i fall...i fall on the ground...and won't get badly injured
if i reach the sky..that would be great for me :D
and pursuing study in tertiary education is not as easy as getting A's for UPSR and passing SPM..
and knowing myself..
yang every time when it comes to completing my assignments required for my courses..
my motto would be
"aim for the sky..if you fall..at least you fall on your bed...ZZZzzzz" :D
always a last minute worker..
well..
i work best under pressure..
other wise..i couldn't think what to write in my assignments..
as for my practicum..
with Baginda as my Supervisor..from the early stage..i didn't expect myself to get or promoted Merit..
So..passing was my target since then..and Alhamdulillah..i pass with flying colours.. :D
but i think..my kids know best.. :D
i hope my kids will get great results too for their final exams..just like their teacher :D
-ok..have to finish KISSM assignments...
hopefully i will pass my KISSM and SPP interview~ Amiin
p/s: yakin dengan ketentuan Allah..semua yang berlaku ada hikmahnya~ :D
but i don't have any relatives yang ambil UPSR..
what ever it is..congratulations to all UPSR candidates..
no matter what your results are..i know you've done your very best..right :D
and another results juga keluar today..
the results of my 5 years and a half of studying in B.Ed TESOL..finally announced today..
not really announced since the results were pasted on the notice board..
and alhamdulillah..
i got second upper class..and i pass my practicum..
bersyukur sangat-sangat..
you know..
people always said..
aim for the stars..if you happen to fall..you'll fall for the sky..
it's true..
but somehow..
in reality..
in my case..
i often aim for the rooftop..and if i fall...i fall on the ground...and won't get badly injured
if i reach the sky..that would be great for me :D
and pursuing study in tertiary education is not as easy as getting A's for UPSR and passing SPM..
and knowing myself..
yang every time when it comes to completing my assignments required for my courses..
my motto would be
"aim for the sky..if you fall..at least you fall on your bed...ZZZzzzz" :D
always a last minute worker..
well..
i work best under pressure..
other wise..i couldn't think what to write in my assignments..
as for my practicum..
with Baginda as my Supervisor..from the early stage..i didn't expect myself to get or promoted Merit..
So..passing was my target since then..and Alhamdulillah..i pass with flying colours.. :D
but i think..my kids know best.. :D
i hope my kids will get great results too for their final exams..just like their teacher :D
-ok..have to finish KISSM assignments...
hopefully i will pass my KISSM and SPP interview~ Amiin
p/s: yakin dengan ketentuan Allah..semua yang berlaku ada hikmahnya~ :D
Thursday, November 17, 2011
awesome
17 November 2011
IPBA Basketball Court
night
since all of us are going to live separately..
we decided to have a bbq 106&502..
we collected money and organized a small bbq party..
all 22 of us..
we had great peeps around~ :D
mimie-aiman(g)-chuna-sue-fatin-kam-mard-illi-ckin-capa-ema(guest:D)
hentai-along-naem-din-afiq-aiman(b)-meghe-paang-ameer-robot-shah
we had great food... bbq-chicken,sausages,nasi ayam,potatoes :D
we had great moments..throwing basketball, president game:P, uno stack..uno card.."serasi bersama"..calling numbers..getting in the frame..owh...so many games.. :P
and..
only one word best describe all...
AWESOME..
thanks guys..for joining and for making the small event a big success...
hope we could arrange another sequel of gathering..perhaps in another few years time..
annual event pon ok juga~ :D
so..
all the best with the KISSM assignments and exam~
all the best with SPP interview..on the following weeks..
all the best with Posting~next year...
all the best in your life~ :D
won't say sayounara..yet~
IPBA Basketball Court
night
since all of us are going to live separately..
we decided to have a bbq 106&502..
we collected money and organized a small bbq party..
all 22 of us..
we had great peeps around~ :D
mimie-aiman(g)-chuna-sue-fatin-kam-mard-illi-ckin-capa-ema(guest:D)
hentai-along-naem-din-afiq-aiman(b)-meghe-paang-ameer-robot-shah
we had great food... bbq-chicken,sausages,nasi ayam,potatoes :D
we had great moments..throwing basketball, president game:P, uno stack..uno card.."serasi bersama"..calling numbers..getting in the frame..owh...so many games.. :P
and..
only one word best describe all...
AWESOME..
thanks guys..for joining and for making the small event a big success...
hope we could arrange another sequel of gathering..perhaps in another few years time..
annual event pon ok juga~ :D
so..
all the best with the KISSM assignments and exam~
all the best with SPP interview..on the following weeks..
all the best with Posting~next year...
all the best in your life~ :D
won't say sayounara..yet~
Tuesday, November 15, 2011
taking chances
somehow..
I feel like the song "waiting outside the lines" by Greyson Chance is actually dedicated to me..
It's about taking chances..
The lyrics are somehow very related to me..
You never enjoy your life
Living inside the box
You're so afraid of taking chances
How are you going to reach the top?
Rules and regulations
Force you to play it safe
Get rid of all the hesitation
It's time for you to seize the day
Instead of just sitting around
And looking down on tomorrow
You gotta get your feet off the ground
The time is now
I'm waiting..waiting..just waiting
I'm waiting..waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines
Try to have no regrets
Even if its just tonight
How you gonna walk ahead
If you keep living blind
Stuck in the same position
You deserve so much more
There's a whole world around us
Just waiting to be explored
Instead of just sitting around
And looking down on tomorrow
You gotta get your feet off the ground
The time is now, just let it go
I don't want to force you to smile
I'm here to help you to notice the rainbow
Cause I know what's in you is out there
I'm trying to be patient
Each step is the hardest
I know you can make it
Go ahead and take it
You never enjoy your life
Living inside the box
You're so afraid of taking chances
How are you going to reach the top?
I feel like the song "waiting outside the lines" by Greyson Chance is actually dedicated to me..
It's about taking chances..
The lyrics are somehow very related to me..
You never enjoy your life
Living inside the box
You're so afraid of taking chances
How are you going to reach the top?
Rules and regulations
Force you to play it safe
Get rid of all the hesitation
It's time for you to seize the day
Instead of just sitting around
And looking down on tomorrow
You gotta get your feet off the ground
The time is now
I'm waiting..waiting..just waiting
I'm waiting..waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines
Try to have no regrets
Even if its just tonight
How you gonna walk ahead
If you keep living blind
Stuck in the same position
You deserve so much more
There's a whole world around us
Just waiting to be explored
Instead of just sitting around
And looking down on tomorrow
You gotta get your feet off the ground
The time is now, just let it go
I don't want to force you to smile
I'm here to help you to notice the rainbow
Cause I know what's in you is out there
I'm trying to be patient
Each step is the hardest
I know you can make it
Go ahead and take it
You never enjoy your life
Living inside the box
You're so afraid of taking chances
How are you going to reach the top?
Sunday, November 13, 2011
Chapters in Life
my ex-schoolmate's engagement day, 12 November 2012
Alhamdulillah,
Yesterday one of my friends selamat ditunangkan...moga-moga pertunangan mereka selamat hingga ke jinjang pelamin dan kekal ke akhir hayat..amiin..
So, as for her life, she has turned a new page..and soon..she's going to open a new chapter in her life..
MARRIAGE~
at the age of 23, many..i would say..of my friends got married and got engaged..getting engaged..getting married...even getting and got newborn in their family~
so...Congratulations to all my friends who are getting married and just having baby..and getting a baby tak lama lagi :D
owh...I'm so happy for you guys...
Single life is challenging yet Married life is more challenging...
Before this...most of the time..you would think about yourself..
Your judgement only concerns about your life..
*Of course..for certain circumstances..you would consider about you parents and family*
But after that...you become secondary
Husband comes first...
Just like in "Bini-biniku Gangster"
*Suami didahulukan, pencapaian diutamakan*
Everything you do..you have to think about your husband first..
Whether he likes it or not..he approves it or not..
Your judgement..not only concerns about your life..but your husband and his family's too
and i think..hanya yang tabah mampu mengharungi semua ini...
whoaa~ :D
so..
out of 10 505bedas...
2 already married and 1 is expecting a baby..insyaAllah June 2012 :D and the other one insyaAllah tak lama lagi.. :D
1 is getting married this December :D
1 is engaged this year...and getting married next year..
1 sudah dirisik..and insyaAllah also getting married next year...
2 are planning to get married next year...amiin...
3...hurm...what happen to these 3 ladies??? :D
secara konklusinya..menurut chuna..
satu tahun, 505bedas akan menghasilkan 3 weddings
2011: Mard (May), Aiman (July) & Sue (December)
2012: Chuna (insyaAllah June), Illi Mimie & Ckin (still deciding..most probably end of the year kot)
2013: ex505bd...hahaha...weyh jangan tarikh dekat2! :D Kam, Capa & Me
but..who knows...yang expected to get married 2013 kahwin lagi awal dari yang dah plan untuk 2012..hahaha..what ever it is...all of us are going to open a new chapter in our lives kan~ :D
as for my other friends..my ex-schoolmates and cohort5..
dah ramai yang berkahwin..expecting babies and having babies...and engaged..and getting engaged and getting married..
this december..Sue&Din and Nija&Andi are getting married..selang sehari..but 2 different places..Kedah and Kelantan~
again
Congratulations to all my friends who are getting married and just having baby..and getting a baby tak lama lagi :D
owh...I'm so happy for you guys...
semoga berkekalan hingga ke anak cucu ke akhir hayat dan sentiasa diredhoi Allah
and please pray for my own happiness too :D
*ambil berkat dah banyak dah rasanya... :P*
Friday, November 11, 2011
BELANJAWAN 2012
i think i should write something ilmiah today...because i have to read something ilmiah~~~
next 2weeks i have kursus induksi sistem saraan malaysia-KISSM
and 1st december i have *most probably-since there's been lotsa issue about this stuff* SPP interview (SPP-suruhanjaya perkhidmatan pelajaran)
as for KISSM i have 4 assignments to do..2 individual essays and 2 group tasks..all in Malay..
it's quite hard for us since it had been almost 4-5 years we haven't write essays in Malay...
i'm afraid the grammar *tatabahasa* all would be upside down and BM grammar rules change every second the people in DBP change...seriously...
and for SPP interview...INTERVIEW!!!!!my last interview was before i entered IPBA~
for the selection of course...and BPG interview was my luckiest interview ever..
because i never have any luck with interview..and always screw my interview..
i still remember..when i was in form 3..
i had an interview with cikgu R for the PPS-librarian selection..and it was in pairs..
and the thing about me..sometimes..when i'm too nervous..i would have the tendency to speed-talking and couldn't help myself from talking too much~ T_T
and that's what happened~~~~~ -_-"
so..as for this interview...i have to prepare myself with all the current news~
i hate reading newspapers...for certain reasons...
not mainly because i hate reading..
i love reading..but lately i prefer watching than reading....
i mean..watch dramas and tv series~ :D
and today..since i'm not going anywhere...most probably too...hahah..never know when impulsiveness is going to strike me~ :P
so i decided to read something educational..and maybe try to read notes for my KISSM assignments...
again...
kita merancang..Allah yg menentukan~God's will
hehe
so..while i was browsing through the net...
*i decided to read about belanjawan 2012..since everyone kept on telling me "Untung jadi cikgu..gaji tinggi" but i have no idea about sistem tangga gaji yang baru...i know that there's a change in our salary...but that's it... :D*
and i found one article...
Kenaikan gaji asas guru baru itu lebih tinggi dari gaji asas seorang doktor gred 41 (gi check sendiri front page Berita harian Selasa 17-5-2011). Kasihan doktor kerja gila-gila, korban keluarga, rakan-rakan dan kehidupan, tapi tak dapat apa-apa. Patut la ramai doktor Malaysia lari ke Singapore dan luar negara. Aku ulang sekali lagi, gaji guru lagi tinggi melebihi gaji doktor! Gaji guru baru ni bukan lebih tinggi dari gaji doktor je, tapi lebih lebih tinggi dari gaji asas jurutera dan profesional di jabatan kerajaan. Ni aku cakap pasal cikgu yang lepasan diploma gred 32 ni. Gaji depa mengalahkan gaji profesional.
statement beliau amat menyakitkan mata~~~~~
1. Kasihan doktor kerja gila-gila, korban keluarga, rakan-rakan dan kehidupan, tapi tak dapat apa-apa.
apa..cikgu tak kerja gila-gila, korban keluarga, rakan-rakan dan kehidupan juga ke?
before this, gaji cikgu di Malaysia yang kerja gila-gila, korban keluarga, rakan-rakan dan kehidupan, tapi tak dapat apa-apa.
for your information:
In Singapore, the degree holders teachers receive payment higher than teachers in Malaysia
| Qualifications | Gross Starting Salary | |
|---|---|---|
| Pass Degree | $2,770 | |
| Pass with Merit | $2,900 | |
| Honours | $3,100 to $3,250 | |
SGD 2,770 = RM 6,765.65
that's for degree holders~
| Qualifications | Gross Starting Salary |
|---|---|
| Polytechnic Diploma1 (Technical) | $1,920 |
| Polytechnic Diploma1 (Non-Technical) | $1,800 |
| ‘A’-Level | $1,480 |
SGD 1,480 - RM 3,617.85
In New Zealand, the average salary for both primary and secondary teachers in New Zealand is approximately NZD 40,000 to NZD 50,000. The starting salary is around NZD 34,000.
NZD 34,000 = RM 83,328.09
In Japan, public school teachers are paid by the Prefectural Government. In 2005, the average salary for an elementary teacher is equivalent to $45,515 USD. Japanese teachers are the 5th best paid behind Luxembourg, Switzerland, Germany and Korea.
USD 45,515 = RM 143,354.39
but in MALAYSIA~
FOKUS KEEMPAT: MEMPERKEJAP PERKHIDMATAN AWAM
56. Bajet 2012 akan memperkenalkan Sistem Saraan Baru Perkhidmatan Awam atau SBPA yang akan menggantikan Sistem Saraan Malaysia atau SSM. Sesungguhnya, SBPA digubal dengan matlamat mentransformasikan Perkhidmatan Awam Malaysia supaya menjadi organisasi yang lebih dinamik, responsif dan berorientasikan prestasi. SBPA akan memperkenalkan prinsip perubahan radikal dalam pengambilan dan pengisian jawatan serta pembangunan kerjaya dengan teras pengekalan atau penamatan perkhidmatan penjawat awam berasaskan prestasi kerja. SBPA ini mempunyai elemen-elemen berikut:
Pertama: Mewujudkan Dasar Pemisah atau exit policy bagi penjawat awam yang berprestasi rendah dan mereka yang memilih untuk meninggalkan perkhidmatan;
Kedua: Menambah baik struktur gaji penjawat awam melalui pembentukan gaji sebaris dengan mewujudkan lebih banyak mata gaji supaya penjawat awam terus mendapat kenaikan tahunan bagi tempoh yang lebih lama. Dengan itu, gaji maksimum bagi sesuatu gred adalah lebih tinggi daripada sekarang. Contohnya, jika di bawah SSM, bagi seorang guru pada gred DG48, gaji maksimum adalah 6,325 ringgit dan 39 sen, kelak, di bawah SBPA, gaji maksimum beliau akan meningkat 37.7 peratus kepada 8,710 ringgit. Bagi guru bukan siswazah pula, jika di bawah SSM kini, yang berada pada gred DG34, gaji maksimum adalah 3,860 ringgit dan 52 sen, kelak nanti, di bawah SBPA ia akan meningkat 39 peratus kepada 5,370 ringgit;
Ketiga: Pada perutusan khas Hari Guru yang lalu, saya telah mengumumkan laluan kerjaya perkhidmatan perguruan siswazah yang lebih baik. Tidak perlu lagi seperti dulu, seorang guru terpaksa menunggu sehingga 20 tahun untuk naik pangkat, sebaliknya sekarang, dalam skim baru mengikut time-based, seorang guru akan mendapat gred 44 pada tahun ke-8 dan gred 48 pada tahun ke-16. Bagi guru bukan siswazah, dari gred 29 kepada 32, jika mengikut sistem time-based sekarang, ia memakan masa 10 tahun, namun, di bawah SBPA hanya mengambil tempoh lapan tahun sahaja. Seterusnya pula, bagi kenaikan gred 32 ke 34, jika sekarang ini bergantung pada kekosongan, tetapi di bawah SBPA kelak, kaedah time-based lapan tahun turut diterima pakai; dan
Keempat: Kenaikan Gaji Tahunan tidak pernah disemak sejak 1991. Mulai tahun 2012, Kenaikan Gaji Tahunan penjawat awam akan ditingkatkan antara 80 hingga 320 ringgit mengikut gred. Di samping itu, bagi penjawat awam yang menerima opsyen ke SBPA, akan mendapat faedah kenaikan gaji, di antara 7 hingga 13 peratus.
56. Bajet 2012 akan memperkenalkan Sistem Saraan Baru Perkhidmatan Awam atau SBPA yang akan menggantikan Sistem Saraan Malaysia atau SSM. Sesungguhnya, SBPA digubal dengan matlamat mentransformasikan Perkhidmatan Awam Malaysia supaya menjadi organisasi yang lebih dinamik, responsif dan berorientasikan prestasi. SBPA akan memperkenalkan prinsip perubahan radikal dalam pengambilan dan pengisian jawatan serta pembangunan kerjaya dengan teras pengekalan atau penamatan perkhidmatan penjawat awam berasaskan prestasi kerja. SBPA ini mempunyai elemen-elemen berikut:
Pertama: Mewujudkan Dasar Pemisah atau exit policy bagi penjawat awam yang berprestasi rendah dan mereka yang memilih untuk meninggalkan perkhidmatan;
Kedua: Menambah baik struktur gaji penjawat awam melalui pembentukan gaji sebaris dengan mewujudkan lebih banyak mata gaji supaya penjawat awam terus mendapat kenaikan tahunan bagi tempoh yang lebih lama. Dengan itu, gaji maksimum bagi sesuatu gred adalah lebih tinggi daripada sekarang. Contohnya, jika di bawah SSM, bagi seorang guru pada gred DG48, gaji maksimum adalah 6,325 ringgit dan 39 sen, kelak, di bawah SBPA, gaji maksimum beliau akan meningkat 37.7 peratus kepada 8,710 ringgit. Bagi guru bukan siswazah pula, jika di bawah SSM kini, yang berada pada gred DG34, gaji maksimum adalah 3,860 ringgit dan 52 sen, kelak nanti, di bawah SBPA ia akan meningkat 39 peratus kepada 5,370 ringgit;
Ketiga: Pada perutusan khas Hari Guru yang lalu, saya telah mengumumkan laluan kerjaya perkhidmatan perguruan siswazah yang lebih baik. Tidak perlu lagi seperti dulu, seorang guru terpaksa menunggu sehingga 20 tahun untuk naik pangkat, sebaliknya sekarang, dalam skim baru mengikut time-based, seorang guru akan mendapat gred 44 pada tahun ke-8 dan gred 48 pada tahun ke-16. Bagi guru bukan siswazah, dari gred 29 kepada 32, jika mengikut sistem time-based sekarang, ia memakan masa 10 tahun, namun, di bawah SBPA hanya mengambil tempoh lapan tahun sahaja. Seterusnya pula, bagi kenaikan gred 32 ke 34, jika sekarang ini bergantung pada kekosongan, tetapi di bawah SBPA kelak, kaedah time-based lapan tahun turut diterima pakai; dan
Keempat: Kenaikan Gaji Tahunan tidak pernah disemak sejak 1991. Mulai tahun 2012, Kenaikan Gaji Tahunan penjawat awam akan ditingkatkan antara 80 hingga 320 ringgit mengikut gred. Di samping itu, bagi penjawat awam yang menerima opsyen ke SBPA, akan mendapat faedah kenaikan gaji, di antara 7 hingga 13 peratus.
Pada pendapat saya, langkah yang diambil dalam pembentangan Belanjawan 2012 boleh dianggap sebagai satu anjakan paradigma yang positif.
Selama ini, profesion keguruan dipandang remeh oleh golongan masyarakat kita. Sejak berkurun lamanya, masyarakat kita hanya memandang bidang kedoktoran, kejuruteraan dan sebagainya sebagai bidang profesional yang layak menerima gaji yang tinggi. Namun begitu, penjawat awam kakitangan kerajaan dalam bidang keguruan menerima gaji yang agak rendah berbanding negara-negara lain, sedangkan ianya juga salah satu cabang bidang pekerjaan profesional.
Tambahan pula, untuk menjadi seorang guru, tempoh pembelajaran seorang mahasiswa graduan ijazah sarjana muda pendidikan mengambil masa 5 tahun setengah hingga ke 6 tahun, hampir sama seperti tempoh bagi seorang pelajar jurusan perubatan mahupun kejuruteraan.
Dari aspek pekerjaan pula, merujuk kepada artikel "Kasihan doktor kerja gila-gila, korban keluarga, rakan-rakan dan kehidupan, tapi tak dapat apa-apa" pula, bagi saya, setiap pekerjaan memerlukan pengorbanan masa dengan kerja gila-gila, korban keluarga, rakan-rakan dan kehidupan, tapi tak dapat apa-apa. Seorang guru juga perlu mengorbankan masanya dengan kerja gila-gila, korban keluarga, rakan-rakan dan kehidupan, tapi tak dapat apa-apa demi mendidik anak bangsa untuk menjadi insan yang berilmu. Bagi golongan masyarakat yang tidak terlibat dalam kerjaya keguruan (tidak mempunyai ibu bapa yang berkerja sebagai guru atau saudara mara yang terlibat dalam bidang pendidikan) mungkin tidak akan dapat mengerti beban kerja yang ditanggung oleh guru-guru dalam kehidupan seharian mereka. Kadangkala guru terpaksa bekerja lebih masa walaupun pada hujung minggu, terlibat dengan kelas-kelas tambahan bagi murid-murid yang bakal menduduki peperiksaan seperti UPSR, PMR, SPM dan STPM, aktiviti ko-kurikulum dalam dan luar sekolah, mengiringi pelajar bagi setiap pertandingan tidak kira di dalam negeri atau di luar negeri, menanda kertas-kertas peperiksaan dan ujian dan sebagainya. Apa yang masyarakat kita tidak nampak adalah pengorbanan-pengorbanan yang dilakukan oleh guru-guru sebenarnya merisikokan keharmonian rumah tangga mereka juga sekiranya mereka mempunyai ahli keluarga yang tidak memahami. Mereka juga perlu menyeimbangkan masa mereka bagi memastikan keperluan keluarga terjaga. Menjadi seorang guru juga bukanlah sesuatu perkara yang mudah kerana seperti pekerjaan yang lain, guru juga perlu bijak dalam membezakan hal-hal peribadi dan hal-hal professional agar tidak mencampur adukkan masalah yang dihadapi secara peribadi dengan masalah di tempat kerja.
Bukanlah kami, sebagai bakal guru atau guru ingin meminta balasan dan bekerja hanya sekadar mengejar gaji, tetapi apa yang kami mahukan agar masyarakat mula mengubah cara pemikiran yang selama ini menganggap profession keguruan sebagai satu langkah akhir dalam memilih kerjaya. Negara-negara lain meletakkan bidang keguruan di antara kerjaya yang professional dan mengiktiraf guru-guru mereka dan memberikan gaji yang setimpal dengan kemahiran mereka dalam bidang pendidikan. Dan telah tiba masanya untuk negara kita untuk melakukan perkara yang sama.
Jadi, janganlah sewenang-wenangnya mengeluarkan kata-kata seperti "Kasihan doktor kerja gila-gila, korban keluarga, rakan-rakan dan kehidupan, tapi tak dapat apa-apa" kerana semua pekerjaan adalah sama saja. Semuanya memerlukan pengorbanan. Hatta menjadi seorang tukang cuci hotel juga memerlukan pengorbanan~
2. Gaji guru baru ni bukan lebih tinggi dari gaji doktor je, tapi lebih lebih tinggi dari gaji asas jurutera dan profesional di jabatan kerajaan
Secara tidak langsung kenyataan kedua ini telah dibahaskan dalam kenyataan diatas. Jadi tidak perlulah saya mengulas kenyataan ini lagi.
Secara tuntasnya, guru layak menerima kenaikkan gaji kerana yang menjadikan seseorang itu doktor atau jurutera tidak lain tidak bukan adalah guru. Secara logiknya, layaklah guru menerima gaji yang lebih tinggi dari gaji doktor, gaji asa jurutera dan professional di jabatan kerajaan. :D
*cubaan untuk mengarang dalam bahasa melayu :D*
Reference:
wow...i really made an extra effort on this post~
all thanks to the statement :
Kenaikan gaji asas guru baru itu lebih tinggi dari gaji asas seorang doktor gred 41 (gi check sendiri front page Berita harian Selasa 17-5-2011). Kasihan doktor kerja gila-gila, korban keluarga, rakan-rakan dan kehidupan, tapi tak dapat apa-apa. Patut la ramai doktor Malaysia lari ke Singapore dan luar negara. Aku ulang sekali lagi, gaji guru lagi tinggi melebihi gaji doktor! Gaji guru baru ni bukan lebih tinggi dari gaji doktor je, tapi lebih lebih tinggi dari gaji asas jurutera dan profesional di jabatan kerajaan. Ni aku cakap pasal cikgu yang lepasan diploma gred 32 ni. Gaji depa mengalahkan gaji profesional.
at least i know a little bit about sistem tangga gaji guru Malaysia and other countries..I always know the fact that Malaysian teacher receive underpaid payment compared to other countries but now i know how big the differences are..but again..i can't compare because our country is a developing country and yet to be at par with those countries~dapat kenaikan macam ni pon dah cukup Alhamdulillah...banyak lagi golongan masyarakat yang memerlukan bantuan~
p/s: dah nak berkarat tau tak belajar nak jadi cikgu~if you know nothing better you keep your mouth shut
lost train
wishing that miracle will do its own magic trick..but i guess it happens only in fairy tale~
you know right..people love to say...
"kalau la aku...mesti....."
"kalau la aku pergi last week...xdela aku....."
which most of the time these kind of statements often lead to regrets~
and i always said..
"buah KALAU ni memang manis diluah, pahit ditelan"
meaning...
it's easy for us to just give the IF statements...but in reality..it hurts~because it leads to regret~
realizing your own mistakes and how you could do better by choosing the road not taken...would be hurtful...knowing that it could be the other way round..
ok...
suddenly i lost in my own words...
i forgot what i wanted to write earlier...
hurm...
*depress*
janji manis mungkir perit...
*new topic*
promises are made to be broken but as human we have to learn to keep our promises~
and that's the thing about being human...
we often forget...
we are forgetful creature..
although we are given the brightest brain..
but still..
we fail to remember one tiny simple promise...
JANJI MANIS
masa berjanji...manisnya bahasa...
suddenly everyone is changing and become the sweet talker...
dari sekecil-kecil janji..ke sebesar-besar nista...
but everything sounded so good..so right..so possible...
but when it comes to THE DAY....
suddenly...
you disappear in the midst of the night...
gone with the wind..
leaving the promises shattered and scattered all over the place..
MUNGKIR PERIT
for the person who broke the promises..
he/she might not feel a thing..
they might not feel the guilt of breaking the promises that they had vowed at the beginning of the story...
but for the other person...
who had been waiting for THE DAY to come..
where all the promises will turn into reality...
PERIT
pohon nyiur jauh melambai
pohonnya tegak hingga ke pangkal
kalau tahu niat tak sampai
usah menabur janji sejengkal
*sleepless night*
Tuesday, November 8, 2011
i can't
after 6hours in car,
travelling from kedah to Kl..
*although the highway was jammed with cars from out of nowhere
and my dad managed to make a new lane..other cars too...we used the emergency lane..
and it's the fastest lane..otherwise i think i wont be here blogging at this moment..
might still be in the car...sleeping..
so i was going to say that after 6 hours in car..sleeping most of the time..
now i think i can't sleep..
but i have to wake up early tomorrow as we have to go to PJ Caring Home for our community service..
can't imagine how the 6 of us are going to entertain the old folks there..
only 6 of us!!!
the other places..40, 20 people are going..
what ever~hopefully everything is going to turn up great tomorrow~
yes...
i can't sleep...
and
while facebooking...
i saw my senior's status on her facebook...
she wrote..
Sometimes when you give up on someone, it's not because you don't care anymore, but because you realize they don't
and suddenly it hits me..
damn true
why wait for people who don't care or never seems to care about you..right?
but most of the time..
giving up on someone is very hard because you know you still care about that person..
reality hurts
Friday, November 4, 2011
the Quest: Red Velvet #Part 1
ok..last post i talked about my craving of red velvet cupcake/cake.
looked yummy right...so i was very happy because finally i got the chance to eat red velvet cupcake~
so yesterday~after came back from mid valley, i realized that i forgot to buy red velvet..
so i told kam..and she said she was thinking of buying me a red velvet too when she went to OU..
but she forgot too..
so...impulsively we decided to go to bangsar village to hunt for red velvet after maghrib~ :D
and we had to ask mercy from aiman to send both of us there~~
so the first target was...the daily grind-but we couldn't find any red velvet cake..so we went to the second floor..-bijoux
and we found the cupcake~
looked yummy right...so i was very happy because finally i got the chance to eat red velvet cupcake~
after i had my dinner..took a nap for a while..then i tasted the cupcake..
unfortunately, the taste was not up to my expectation~ :(
the cream and the cupcake~ :(
somehow the chocolate taste was very strong that i felt like i was eating a chocolate cupcake.. :(
owh yeah...
before we went back,
we walked across the daily grind..and we saw......
whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat!!
so...
our next mission..probably next week :D
is to go to daily grind and buy a slice of red velvet cake~
i really hope that it tastes GOOOOOOOOD....just like what i've been thinking~
let's say if the taste is still not up to or even par to my expectation, really have to ask recipe from anak cikgu amnah~her daughter's red velvet cake was DAEBAK!!something that i would say..
YUMMYLICIOUS and my reaction would be..
or
the moment where kuroyanagi's reaction after eating azuma's bread..and he bend over~haha
ok..
better get ready~am going back to kedah~
two halves of the same whole
kami BERSEPAH tapi kami tetap 505bedas :D
