it's been a month already

sedar tak sedar..
it's been a month already..
so many things that i want to talk about..
my experience working in a small school..
teaching students with low proficiency..
their attitudes towards my class...my subject.. etc..
but again...
whenever i feel like blogging..
all the ideas suddenly disappear..


what i can say is that..
i realize one thing while teaching my form 4 students, continuous writing.
they have too many ideas that they want to cramp everything into one sentence.
they cannot think for a simple sentence.
because they translate everything from mother tongue.
they're so used to writing in Malay, so they want to do the same when writing in English
ended up..cikgu yang pening how to create those sentences in English..

and today i feel soo tired..after teaching three classes, six periods...
it's not that i don't like teaching these kids..
but today lagi banyak marah dari mengajar..
and when i got angry..i'll feel 2x tired than normal day~
T_T

new school

alhamdulillah....
now i can no longer call myself "penganggur"
i got posted on 20th Feb to Sekolah Menengah Rendah Agama Jempol, Bahau, N9..
and right after i met the pengetua, GPK1, HEM, Ketua Panitia and the staff..i took 4days mc due to my allergy..mata bengkak~
and last week my students had exams..ujian penilaian kurikulum 1..
and i'm currently marking their papers..

so..HOW'S SCHOOL??
ok..basically..my school is a sekolah agama bantuan kerajaan...
so banyak kekurangan dari segi infrastructures, facilities and resources..
and the students' proficiency level...hurm..sadly..it's quite low..only few that could really understand English...
most of them..they'll stare at you blankly when you speak 100% English with them and they'll just either nod or shook their heads..
i really have to start from basic..i have to make them understand that He is for Male and She is for Female.. and tell them the difference between its and it's... etc...
not only that..
Classroom Management!!!!
as for my Form2 and Form4..i guess it shouldn't be a problem...kot..
but form my Form3...haiyeeeee....
they just don't know how to sit on their own chairs...
the boys who sit next to the windows will do surveys on how many people walk by or how fast a motorcyclist ride his/her bike...
ect...
nak kena ugut bayar RM10 baru nak senyap..

T_T

and one more thing..i'm staying in hostel~~~
i really thought that once i finish my study..no more HOSTEL LIFE for me~~
urghhhhh...


oh yeah...
i think..soon..i'll become a true N9 resident..
in terms of the language that i use...

i find myself calling my kids like my sister's teachers
saying stuff like "tak do...tak dapek.."
and even calling them "ey bang.."

well...
let's see if i can survive few more days...












ni yang den raso nak kawen copek...den taknak dok kek asrama!!!!!!