Black book entry 14 August (gonna miss them)

mm...pejam celik pejam celik...
n sedar xsedar..
da almost 2weeks we'v been to la salle for sbe..
n 2mrw is going to be our last day at la salle...
though life is quite hectic there as most of the students are uncontrollable blabla...
but...i think i'm gonna miss them..
the experience is priceless..n you cannot buy it anywhere...
well..
2day..act we supposed to take a relieve class for 5science..but...
the teacher that entered b4 us seemed like she's really enjoyed teaching that class..
until she didnt realized our presence...huhu..
so we waited outside of the classroom...for about an hour...huhu..
last2 d 4 of us da give up..so ap lg..
routine harian..amek kunci from miss aida n g lepak kt library..hehhe...
so..
today we hv 2 stayback..nk kne tlg wt persiapan pentas for 2mrw's event..
hri anugrh ko-ko..huhu...
agk mengejutkn..cz sume nye students yg kne wt..
i mean..SEMUE!!!!meaning that..
the teachers juz leave it to the students..
n if they disapprove, they hv to do it all over again..
huhu..cyan diowng..
luckily we were there to help them..huhu
so stay lame la jgk..
huhu smpi kool 4.30 i think..
aiyark..hahah...





p/s:wuargh!!!!!!!!!!!tensen nye!!!!my hp wt hal lg,...
sume pic yg amek arini..sume nye ilang!!!!!wuargh!!!!!!!!!!!!

Black book entry 12 August (this love)

this love, the veronicas

I, I,

I can see it in your eyes

Taste it in our first kiss

Stranger in this lonely town (this lonely town)

Save me from my emptiness (save me)

You took my hand

You told me it would be ok

I trusted you to hold my heart

Now fate is pulling me away, from you

Even if I leave you now

And it breaks my heart

Even if I'm not around

I won't give in

I can't give up

On this love

You've become a piece of me

Makes me sick to even think

Of mornings waking up alone

Searching for you in my sheets

Don't fade, away

Even if I leave you now

And it breaks my heart

Even if I'm not around

I won't give in (won't give in)

I can't give up (can't give up)

On this love

I can't just close the door

(on this love)

I never felt anything like this before

(like this love)

Tell me the truth no matter what we're going through

Will you hold on too 'cause

Even if I leave you now

And it breaks my heart

Even if I'm not around

I won't give in

I can't give up

On this love

Even if I leave you now (leave you now)

And it breaks my heart

Even if I'm not around (not around)

I won't give in (won't give in)

I can't give up (can't give up)

I won't give in (won't give in)

I can't give up (can't give up)

On this love

...........
should i leave n move on?
should i give up on this love?

Black book entry 12 August (SAD)

well..
1 week n 1/2 for SBE is quite tiring...
the feelings are all mixed up.. i dunnoe why..
i'm happy yet i'm mad at the same tyme..
i'm excited yet i'm afraid..
it's not an easy job for me to handle the students (all boys studs)...
coz they are playful, naughty, easily off tasks (almost at all the times)....blablablabla...
hmm...
but..
somehow..i think..
SBE is not the real prob dt in my mind now act..
it's about something else...
i dunnoe..
it just makes me to think back..
whether wut i'm doing now is right or wrong..
whether i should surrender my feelings now..
or should i just wait?
i dunnoe whether it's worth for me to stay..to keep this feeling inside..
am i choosing the right decision?
am i in the right path?
before today..
i think i am brave enough...
but now..i'm not sure anymore..
i'm starting to doubt my own decision..
oh god..please show me a sign...
that's all i can ask for now..