well...
today i realized that..no matter what u do...there will always be the judging eyes..
those who will always watching u...every single little thing that u do...n u will be criticized if u made a tiny tiny lil mistake...
situation 1:
venue: driving centre
occasion: people were waiting for their turn to be tested by the JPJ.....part 2...BUKIT, PARKING, "3PENJURU"...
i was the 2nd last person for the 1st session..so..had 2 wait for my turn...dang...79..byk tu..
so..while waiting...i observed n watched how people did their tests...the 1st 4cars were excellent i would say...since they passed the bukit easily...n den..people started to fail..one by one...oh...it was raining before the test started..so..jln def licin..n i guess kebanyakkan yg fail were those yg xbiasa with the cars..so..going back to the story of the judging eyes..i could hear people criticizing others...like
"owh..she breaks too early"
"owh...he must be...."
"owh..he failed because it's his 2nd time oredy"
bla bla bla....
can't they juz keep their thought to themselves???
i mean...u don't have to say out loud every single thing...n i know you were discussing with your friends..but..duhh...you're emotionally n mentally torturing others that might having nervous breakdown or wutsoeva...
urgh..n failing bukit serta merta was soooo damn embarrassing....because of all the judging eyes were looking at u...as if the eyes were laughing at u...saying.."silly u..bukit senang pon xboleh ke?"
situation 2:
venue: inside komuter from kl central to midvalley
occasion: depends on individual~mine was mengubati hati yg lara by wandering around mid..soo xde keja..
ok..what really happened was...i went into the women's coach..n got 2 minah salleh..biasalah...msia nie kn panas compared 2 their hometown..so they just wore sleeveless shirts..for them it's something common..nothing weird about wearing those white shirts tgh pns2...but i think they realized..there were 100pairs of judging eyes..staring at them *k find..i exaggerated this part..but who cares...* as if the eyes were screaming "seksinye la omputih nie..xreti ke nk pki elok2 sopan2 sket"..later..the 2 of them take out their cardi n wore them...i guess..omputih nie pon phm our culture..but somehow i pity them...haish...
we can never run away from these evil eyes i guess...or can we??
