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the results

i forgot to update my kids' results..
alhamdulillah ada peningkatan for this year's PMR compared to last year although the difference for GPMP is only 0.09 but alhamdulillah...it's still an improvement kn..
no one got A, 4 students with B, 11 C and 18 D..out of 42 candidates only 9 failed..
so 2013..i'm gonna get my kids to work their asses off since it's gonna b d last PMR and let's end it with a bang!heeee..ameen

Fidelity

i think i should blog again..
as i'm getting old and i can't remember clearly what i've said or done...

well...
i have a new habit now..since i've installed an app in my hp..
where i can search for lyrics of songs that i listened to..
so while driving..when i listened to songs that i found interesting and catchy..
i just search for it using the app..
well i'm not going to talk about the app...
(but it helps me a lot coz previously when i listen to new songs..i was like..ok later i'll google it and download..but when i was in front of my lappy i've forgotten what i was supposed to do..)

well...
this one song by Regina Spektor..Fidelity..it is a nice song...

i never loved nobody fully
always one foot on the ground
and by protecting my heart truly
i got lost in the sounds
i hear in my mind
all of these voices
i hear in my mind
all of these words
i hear in my mind
all of these musics
and it breaks my heart
and it breaks my heart

suppose i never ever met you
suppose we never fell in love
suppose i never ever let you
kiss me so sweet
and so soft
suppose i never ever saw you
suppose you never ever called
suppose i kept on singing love songs
just to break my own fall
break my fall

all my friends say
that of course
it's gonna get better
gonna get better
better better better

i never loved nobody fully
always one foot on the ground
and by protecting my heart truly
i got lost in the sounds
i hear in my mind
all of these voices
i hear in my mind
all of these words
i hear in my mind
all of these musics
and it breaks my heart
and it breaks my heart




ha-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-art~~~

damaged

My damaged heart

I slave myself

To become a fool

So I stay

Even if it hurts

It's better hurt

Than feeling nothing

At least I know

These feelings are real

The questions are

How strong can I bear with the ache

And how long do I have to wait