*wearing an emo hat and a hopeless hat*

version 1

*wearing an emo hat*

woit A,

wa bengang la ngan lu kn..lu nie..wa tgk kecik besar kecik besar je tau..

tapi..haish..lu nie kn..menyesak kan perot wa yg tgh lapar tau x..

lu ske tol wat wa bengang ngan lu kan..

klo x nyusah kn idop manusia sejagat xbley ke???

lu bajet lu spe?

lu ingat lu hot sgt ke?

lu igt sume owg suke kat lu?

lu igt sume nk terhegeh2 kt lu?

*byk sgt la lu igt la kn

piirah lu~~~

lu ni klo letak sme tinggi ngan stitch tu kn...

stitch lg cumey le..

lu igt wa heran sgt dgn idop lu??

wa kesah hape lu wt ape ngan idop lu kn..

lu g la wt kje lu..

wa ngan idop wa..

lu ngan idop lu...

ade ak kesah?~~xde mknenye~

version 2

*wearing a hopeless hat*

dear A,

awak...nape awak ske wt sye rse susah ati??

awak tau x saye xlalu mkn igt kt awak

nape awak ske wt sye cmnie?

awak tau kn sye ske kat awak..

saye syg sgt kt awak..

tolong la jgn sekse sye cmnie lagi...

oh sue, nape sket sgt markah educ352 ko bg kt ak???????

dah nak........

da nk abes sem

da nk dekat exam

da abes autumn

da masuk winter

da nak bersatu

da nak g jejalan south island n watch ALLBLACKS vs south africa

da nak masuk 2nd sem

da nak balik msia!!!!!!!!

da nak final year..

da nak abes blaja...

da nak keje???????

jauh nye~~lame lagi ke..are we there yet??

jauh nye

...bila kite fikir n renung kn pasal masa depan..

...terasa cam jauhnye perjalan idop kite ni to reach our target..

...how or what are we going to be in next 5-10 years

...are we able to be what we wanna be?

...will we be a successful teacher

...will we be a good wife/husband

...will we be a caring mother/father

...jauhnye pk~~ :D

...but we never realize how things have changed and time has passed so quickly

...when we start to think about our past, then we'll know

...sekejap nye mase nie berlalu...

...tup tap tup tap..it has been almost 22years *in my case*

...22years..living and breathing in this world..

...tup tap tup tap..i'm running out of time..

...tup tap tup tap..i'm going back home..7months left..

...irony isn't it..

lame lagi ke

...persoalan yg xpernah lari dri idop kte..kn

...come in package with persoalan "jauhnye"

...tapi same gak..when we looked back to the things that we've done..

...we've done so many things in our life n d feelings made us think back..

...kejap nye mase berlalu~

...*pe beza antara jauh dan lama?---jarak dan masa~membantu x? :P*

are we there yet

...hurm...it depends on individual~~

...for me..i'm still on my way to reach my target~

...bak kate mama n babah *mse diowg xbg ak g swak ikot dyane balik*

..."masih xmencapai misi n visi lg" aka abes blaja n kje..huhu

...last2..once jejak je kaki kt nz nie..ha..setaon 6x ak nek kpl terbang..

...g lg jaug jrk de dri semenanjung n borneo~ :D

...as much as things i've accomplished and achieved..still

...there's so many things that yet to discover and conquer~

...so~~are we there yet? :D

virus2 dlm dunia nie~~~~b.a.h.a.y.a

huh...

lame tol cik receptionist xmsok keje..alasan nye..malas...haish..malas2..smpi ble nk maju klo asek malas?

nie la antara virus yg bahaya kat dlm dunia nie..n mempunyai potensi utk merebak..

bukan takat merebak dri satu jam ke satu jam...tp bley gak merebak kat kawan2 anda..

xcaye cbe try...hoho...

once da malas nk bgn tdo..de jd malas nk mandi...once da malas nk mandi...malas nk gerak g mne2..last2 end up dok terperok dlm umah doing nothing...makan pon kalo ade owg masakkan..

haish..terok tol perangai~

tp..klo da rajin tu...rajin teramat sgtla kn..hoho..tp xpe..better rajin dri malas~~

virus laen...malas r nk cte psl H1N1 ke..swine ke..ape2 je jenis influenza kt dunia nie..yg terbang la..yang dok dlm kandang la..haih...da basi...hoho...but still need to b carefull wif those viruses~scary.....

virus terkini yg attack MSIA~~~~hoho....bkn takat msia je yg kne sbnanye..haish..tmpt laen pon kne gak

guess what...

A.D.A.M.A.Y.A~~~~~hahhaha...

ye...ak pon mle xtau pon psl virus nie..nie sume membe ak nye psl..

nk soh ak denga lagu ost cte tue..

so...i gt d main idea la kn...

dat diz one gonna b like nurkasih..hahahha...

virus yg perlu di elakkn otherwise u'll become addicted to it pastu ngigau2 nk hero mcm cte tu..

but..one fine sunday morning..

ak bgn je..dengan bunyi cte mlayu...

"jgn ckp ad owg tgk adamaya plak dah" cetus benak ak~hahah..

memang sah...my ousemates were watching it...

mule2 tu konon xgoyah la...determined gle xmo tgk..

last2..

mcm selesema la kn..klo owg dlm umah ko kne..nnt ko sure kne jangkit gk kn..

cm tu la di ibaratkn adamaya nie...mcm influenza..

xsah klo xjangkit..haha...

nak2 ade si amani yg cumeyh tu..

sampai typo pon rse comey sgt nk kne ejek kan..

"alam setika"

hoho...

virus2....seb baek da abeh...encik2 director out there..udah2 la tu...jgn nk sebar lg pengaroh fairytales ni..

mne nk cri mamat sebaek adam tu??ade ke???

klo ade roger me k..bley wt calon~~hahahahha...

lg 1 virus yg bahaya..

once terkena...mata xbley nk tutup..

masalah jaw dropping (jaw cracking pon da xde hal la kn)

nama virus nie..BONAMANA...hahaha....

ape itu bonamana?

hahah..SUJU's latest song~~~~~nosebleed...ahhaha...

hebat x hebat?u hve 2 watch it for urself to know y la kn...hahah...make sure it's HD...hahah..

esp inkigayo's live...wwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..LT!

elfing sbenta~

ikeng!!!da tgk blom?

k la...

cik receptionist nk kne sign out dlu..

word of wisdom for today~

"insan yang cemerlang datang nye dari akal dan hati yang suci barulah keyakinan benar2 mantop"

play me guitar

i want someone
that could play guitar
and sing a song for me

i want someone
that could play guitar
and hear me singing

i want someone
that could do more than just playing guitar
so that i could rely on for the rest of my life

sasau~

bile

Malamku igau...
Gilakan kau ...
Siangku sasau...
Aha... gilakan kau...
[search, kerja gila]

i do admit that sometimes

i'm crazy like the rest of us..
but i'm crazier when i'm next to him (her)..
[jason mrA-Z, please don't tell her]

that is why

i hate this part right here
[pcd, i hate this part]

so please

Jangan cuba mencipta harapan,
Jika kau hanya mainkan perasaan,
Yang sekian lama dambakan kehadiran mu,
Jangan biarku mencintaimu,
Melainkan kau merasa begitu,
Kerana hati ini tak bisa diluka lagi,
[dia fadilla, jat da da da]

kerana

Lemahku lemah
Tak berdaya
Salahkah bila
Ku tak henti mengharapkannya
Meskipun akhirnya
Ku tahu dia hanya membuatku terluka
[cokelat, salah]

my summer hols~~ :D

wuahhh..
i'm back to d blogging world...afta a month..bru rini i hv d mood of blogging~~~haha..
juz wanna update my summer activities in msia~~~~

*tho i noe most of my frens having fun in oz n nz kn..esp d boxing day part---dem jeles~~~*

huuuu...

well..
blk2 je ritu..tros ku dpt kn element plg penting in mylife aka SATAY!!!!gosh...lega nye~~~hehehe

afta 1week kt gemas---wif no tnet...i went back 2 kedah~~~hehhe...smpt cilok brodben from my big bro..but...like they said..no money no talk..but in our case --me n my bro-- no psp no brodben..
so i hd 2 trade my psp wif his brodben..for some reason god knows..mine was broken..i hv noe idea how come it hd broken..aiyaa...xpela..but..unfortunately...smpt pki for only 1 day je...

y???sbb xbaya bill...aigooo...hahhaha..so hv 2 wait till we gt back 2 gemas le~~~tu pon it took 4days..bru la bley gt back 2 d cyber world..haha...

owh...my 1st summer activity was..a family trip..gt lost in the world of tambun..ahhaha

xkesahla...huuu..*am still using my bro's brodben which mean my psp is still wif him*

k..den..i'm stuck in gms..ahhaha....
n planned for my KL escape..gosh..so terbalik..ahhaha..
org2 kl sume nk escape from kesibukan kota n pg tmpt2 yg tnang~~
hahaha...ak plak??mncri ketenangan di dlm kesesakan jln raya??apakah~~ahhaha
n mmg mengimarahkn my 1 week in kl sepenohnye la~~~
ahhaha...

8hb Jan 2010 aka Friday:
bertolak from gemas at 12 noon...smpi klcentral around 2.30...sggh laju tren itu~~
waited for sheni to come n met kaklong yg jge blk msia~~~
den me n sheni went 2 mid-------gosh..dem mish my kedai runcit..ahahha...adla prubahan bt not too much dat u cant recognise mid la kn~~hahah
we watched alvin2...great for a mental escapism~~ahhaha
--the theme is escapism kn--
then abes muvie ktowg blk la UIA~~~~

argh..bermula lah episod malang ak ngan UIA nie~~
ak pon xtau r pe badi ak ngan UIA nie kn~~~~
*mmg satu tragedi itam....nyaris terbunuh ak di buat nye n hmpir tido lokap la ak*
xpela...dlm entry laen r ak cte psl kes bnh membunuh nie kn..
tp tema nye: AK BOIKOT UIA...hahaha

mlm tue dinner wif sheni jedah n jannah..ooo...my dinner was sponsored by jedah~
yg kemudiannye di culik oleh somepet~~~ahha...
xpela...mlm tue lme gk la lepak kt cafe erm..hamidah?halimah?xtau la ak..
smpi nk ttp la cafe tue..hahaha....
den pillow talk wif sheni~~~

9hb Jan 2010 aka Saturday:
bertolak from UIA kol bpe eh..nk dkt kol 10 gk la kot~~\
tggu VIPs aka jannah n jedah~~hahah...
bertolak kmi berempat -me, sheni, jedah n jannah-
den smpi mne eh..setiawangsa ke~~hd 2 wait for somepet plak..
owh...ade ape wif saturday ini???
ade.. GATHERING of fellowship of the ring~~
hahah..yg di hadiri oleh shbt handai ku..seramai 15owg---cmpo ak
: me
: ikeng
: sheni
: jannah
: jedah
: somepet
: jue
: mus
: wani razali
: amy
: shedah a. hanifah
: pino
: weeda
: jemang
: afiqah (tp de dtg lmbt sket..so xsmpt join acra di gasoline)

15..ok la tue...ahhah...
mle2 lunch at gasoline...ahhaha...one of places in my summer hols checklist..hahha
pas mkn...
mule la ad yg merayap2..den mule la acra mencri kwn yg ilang~~
ahha...
den some of dem g wt fish spa la..urot kaki la...aigoo..
ahha

xpela..den ktowg g karok~~wuuuu..
except for mus, jue, wani n amy yg terpkse chiow terlebeyh awl~~
karok pnye karok..smpi kering anak tekak ak~~~hhaha
kua2 from ktv tue....sume sore tggl angen je..ahha...
but all of us mmg had fun la~~~lme xjmpe seko2..ehhe..

den sume split...blk ke haluan msg2..ak followed ikeng~serik wif UIA ahhaha..
den d 2 of us menggila d sebuah kedai korea d dlm ts~~aigoo...berbulu mata tgk stuff kt situ
den g central..
jmpe la plak apisud~~~

da mlm~~
den we went back 2 ikeng's place~~


10hb Jan 2010 aka Sunday:
ade Umno club meeting d klcc~
i went there wif chuna~~sean chun...heheh..
abes meeting ktowg g serbu tgv at klcc tu...
tgh old dogs-----superb..
ahhaha...
den blk...mlm smpi umah~hehhe...


11hb Jan 2010 aka Monday:
pg tu...ak n ikeng g jejln sekitar shah alam..abes la 3 shopping complexes ktowg ronda..
from pkns..to sacc to..err..pe ntah lg 1 mall tu..hahahha
smpt msk hot market..tmpt wjb g mse skul dlu~~haha
crik stuff for adiah la mcm2 la..

den ptg tu..supposed ktowg g wallclimbing..tp..
weather seakan2 bermain aci nyorok dgn kami...
so hd 2 change plan..g men bowling..
bowling wif my ex-skulmates: ikeng, amy, wani, min(ousemate amy) n jue--(mus dtg anto jue je)
haha...
bowling plg smart dlm sjarah~~ahha...
n yg pntg..ak da improve my bowling skill~~~ahhaha...

den dinner wif d gurls..n topik perbincangan was the reminiscence of skul era~
ahha..
amy la...salute to her..byk gle mnde de igt..ahha...
d memories were so~~~~~~memorable..hahaha
blk mlm lg~adeyhs..hhaha


12hb Jan 2010 aka Tuesday:
tgh ari dlm kol 12 lbeyh cmtue..gerak ke klcntral wif ikeng...
she wanted 2 go 2 mid..n ak plak nk jmpe chuna n nk g CM n jln TAR...
so ktowg split la kt cntral~~~huuu..miss my babe~~

g CM..ronda 1 CM..survey for pareo batik n other batik stuff for FiEstA MaLAysIa '10
pastu..g msjd jamek..jln kaki~~~
ahha..
den melalut ke jln tar..
o..mkn sizzling mee n abc kt sumo house~~~
n borong shawls pd harge yg amt lumayan~~~waaaaa..heaven..no more on9 shopping for shawls da..
n ble da smpi jln tar tu..bkn psg abes la klo xsggh SOGO~~~~~
sales for t-shirts n kemeja~~~but..i didnt grab anything~~~xde yg berminat..yg berminat plak..
argh..XDE SIZE~~~~bkn sbb ak yg gemok k..
sbb ade size kck je~~

den blk chuna's place plak diz tyme..rawang~
blk mlm...lgi..hehhe


13hb Jan 2010 aka Wednesday:
at diz rate..kaki ak da rse cm kematu da~~`ahha...
hurm..pepg lg da grak from rawang ke mid..heheh...dlm kol 9lbeyh r..
tp komuter rawang lembab~~~huuu..
meeting illi at mid...
she's from mlke..n de plak yg smpi dlu~~~
hooo..
kt mid...ktowg:
- mkn mcd~~~waaa prosperity is back!!!waaa..sodap~~
- borong at jusco---gilos...saket wallet ku bersoping dikale xde sale
- borong d FOS jge..n reject shop jge..
- me n chun watched Sherlock Holmes-----super duper superb~

den...kmi membawa haluan msg2...
illi da bl mlake~
chuna plak odw blk rawang
n me...blk alam damai~~~my maklong's ouse..hehe

n smpi alam damai..cbe teka..haha..
right...mlm lg~~ :D


14hb Jan 2010 aka Thursday:
bermulalah karier ku sbgai the NANNY~~ahha...2 my 3 lil nephews..
: haziq - 5
: haikal - 3
: baby aariz - 6month~

bygkn~~~~~hahaha...ad 1 tyme..while i was carrying baby aariz..skali kene smackdown~~
kne attacked wif another 2 boys...da la si haziq tu bdn de....wuhh..kuss semangat..haha..


15hb Jan 2010 aka Friday:
siang: jd nanny...haha...
mlm: my family came to fecth me..haha..gedix..
pg kl bley g sndrik..nek tren..
tp nk blk..haha...so ayah amek~~ngahahha..well
there's a reason y i dont wanna go back alone on my own~~~
ahha...
den sgh langat..my mom's sista nye ouse..
stay overnight~~


16hb Jan 2010 aka Saturday:
ere i am...
in my own ouse..
at gemas..
posting diz blog~~
ahhaa...