2012

Bismillah..
dengan nama Allah..
i begin my new entry of the year...

alhamdulillah...
2011 and the years before gave me so much good and bad memories..
and this year..2012..
hopefully
i could transform myself into a new me..
better than the years before..
more mature in thinking and actions..
insyaAllah..

so..
happy new year all~ --3rd jan is still not too late to wish a happy new year wish ;D

one word describes all

waiting...useless.
searching...pointless.
looking...clueless.
hoping...senseless.

all in all...
PATHETIC

atok

i miss those time when we were closed..
i know sh*t happened..
and it changed our good relationship..
for a moment..we had lost connection..
and i hope..
we could get back together..as close as before..
like a grandfather and his granddaughter..

semalam dan esok

Di kala otak ku berpinar
Di saat kepala ku berputar
Mata ku tak bisa lelap
Di dalam kelam gelap

Ku cuba bayangkan semalam
Kenangan indah silam
Akan kembali menari
Menghiasi esok hari

Mungkinkah esok akan seperti semalam
Kau dan aku ketawa riang bercanda senang
Atau mungkinkah segalanya tak seperti yang diidam
Kau dan aku kian bisu kian renggang

it will rain

Yea yea..
I know this Bruno Mars' song dah lama hot..
And ramai yang kutuk breaking dawn and puji its OST..

T_T

But I love both..the movie and the ost..

Cuma when I listen to the lyrics over and over again..
It reminds me of matlutfi's post "rant on lagu cinta"
Yang ada sebut pasal Bruno's grenade..haha

Beza antara Pengorbanan vs. Kebodohan
Hurm..
It's just that the lyrics are quite exagerated la..haha
But who cares..that's art..
Haha..
Of course at a point of time..
When you lose the most important person in your life..
You'll feel like it's the end of your world..
"There's no clear skies..if I lose you" bak kata Bruno

But..
Again..once you realize what you've lost is just another piece of broken memories
And it's time for you to move on and find the right piece
To perfectly match the missing slot to make your picture perfect
so..
Hey Bruno..
It's not going to rain forever..
Musim tengkujuh pun ada had nya..
:D

almost there

well..
i have 1 interview tomorrow..and i'm done..insyaAllah..


supposedly i have already completed my course..
alhamdulillah~

but the KISSM results and SPP interview are very important for me too..
becauses they are somehow related to my teaching profession and
passing or failing these two could affect my career~

i wish i can get over and done with everything...


Ya Allah..Permudahkanlah segala urusan ku.. Amiin~

songs and memories

well..
sometimes..or most of the time..
when we listen to a song...we often associate it with a particular memory...


as for me..
most of the time..
whenever i hear a song...*not new song*..
it will remind me of the time when i always listened to that song..
and the funny thing is..i cans till recall the scene...and the feelings too

for example:

Unwell, Matchbox 20
-will definitely bring me back to the year 2003..PMR and those moments happened a that time..
especially during the prep hours..

and just now...i was listening to
I Caught Myself, Paramore
-automatically i remembered the time i was still in Auckland..
walking down from the OGG building..passing and crossing the road full of fallen leaves during autumn..going back to Huia...
that was the time when i just bought the Twilight soundtrack CD and i put all tracks in my hp..
and i would listen to the songs when i was walking back from uni to Huia..
leisurely..while the sun was about to set..
aaaaahh....

Forever Lost and Long Legs, The Magic Numbers
-when i found out that the guy acted as Hagrid in HP is actually a singer..and has his own band with his other bro and two sisters..i quickly downloaded most of their tracks..
and almost..excessively played the songs and sang the songs in my room..
haha..i bet my roomies were tired listening to those indi songs..as they never heard of it before and never understood why i was soo obsessed with the songs..
well..simple..they are FUN! :D ..and it was during the Foundation years~
same goes to my friends..
i mean..for certain songs..they can quickly remember when it was and what happened at that time..
basically it was associated with me.. -_-" *how i wish they could forget those moments*


-How to save a life, The Fray
-When it all falls apart, The Veronicas

and other 2 songs i won't put it here~ -_-"

hurm...
so what song would represent this year's memories??