Gotta get up and try

I'm really thankful for what i've gone through these past few days..it's been a month already..

But i guess the happiness doesn't belong to me...just like the movie..something borrowed..

Somehow..Pink's songs have always suit my situations...

and at the moment...her song Try is accompanying my soul..

I hope time will fly fast and soothe this damaged soul..

O Allah please make me strong to face the days ahead..

Ever wonder about what he's doing
How it all turned to lies
Sometimes I think that it's better to never ask why

Where there is desire
There is gonna be a flame
Where there is a flame
Someone's bound to get burned
But just because it burns
Doesn't mean you're gonna die
You've gotta get up and try, try, try
Gotta get up and try, try, try
You gotta get up and try, try, try

Eh, eh, eh

Funny how the heart can be deceiving
More than just a couple times
Why do we fall in love so easy?
Even when it's not right

Where there is desire
There is gonna be a flame
Where there is a flame
Someone's bound to get burned
But just because it burns
Doesn't mean you're gonna die
You've gotta get up and try, try, try
Gotta get up and try, try, try
You gotta get up and try, try, try

Ever worried that it might be ruined
And does it make you wanna cry?
When you're out there doing what you're doing
Are you just getting by?
Tell me are you just getting by, by, by

Where there is desire
There is gonna be a flame
Where there is a flame
Someone's bound to get burned
But just because it burns
Doesn't mean you're gonna die
You've gotta get up and try, try, try
Gotta get up and try, try, try
You gotta get up and try, try, try
Gotta get up and try, try, try
Gotta get up and try, try, try
You gotta get up and try, try, try
Gotta get up and try, try, try

You gotta get up and try, try, try
Gotta get up and try, try, try

it ain't drama

well.. we often watch dramas on television..
and we thought that it was a fiction.. just an act..
we never thought that it can happen in real life too..
well most of the dramas are made based on true stories..
but i never thought that it's going to happen to those people who are very close and dear to me..
ujian Allah..
Allah will never give a test to those who are incapable of handling it..
i hope she's going to be strong and may Allah replace the emptiness with someone better..
semua yang berlaku ada hikmahnya..

2013

looking back at those past years..i'm glad and grateful for things that happened..
they made me who i am now..
years full of happiness..joy and sorrow and regrets..
those moments made me wiser and stronger to face 2013..insyaAllah
and i really hope that..Allah would grant my wishes for 2013...
may 2013 become a meaningful year and a better year for us...
i will always pray for us...insyaAllah
and i hope u do the same~

cerita dia

sempurna
cerita yang tak sempurna
apakah alasannya
siapakah di hatinya
bahasaku
mungkin tidak seindah
lafaz kata pujangga
namun ku bersumpah
rela ku tunggu jawapanmu
masihkah aku ada di hatimu
saat ini
biar tubuhku kan terpaku
biar jasadku tak bernyawa lagi
sampai nanti




relaku tunggu jawapanmu
masihkah aku ada di hatimu
saat ini


saat ini...




drama band - cerita dia

the results

i forgot to update my kids' results..
alhamdulillah ada peningkatan for this year's PMR compared to last year although the difference for GPMP is only 0.09 but alhamdulillah...it's still an improvement kn..
no one got A, 4 students with B, 11 C and 18 D..out of 42 candidates only 9 failed..
so 2013..i'm gonna get my kids to work their asses off since it's gonna b d last PMR and let's end it with a bang!heeee..ameen

Fidelity

i think i should blog again..
as i'm getting old and i can't remember clearly what i've said or done...

well...
i have a new habit now..since i've installed an app in my hp..
where i can search for lyrics of songs that i listened to..
so while driving..when i listened to songs that i found interesting and catchy..
i just search for it using the app..
well i'm not going to talk about the app...
(but it helps me a lot coz previously when i listen to new songs..i was like..ok later i'll google it and download..but when i was in front of my lappy i've forgotten what i was supposed to do..)

well...
this one song by Regina Spektor..Fidelity..it is a nice song...

i never loved nobody fully
always one foot on the ground
and by protecting my heart truly
i got lost in the sounds
i hear in my mind
all of these voices
i hear in my mind
all of these words
i hear in my mind
all of these musics
and it breaks my heart
and it breaks my heart

suppose i never ever met you
suppose we never fell in love
suppose i never ever let you
kiss me so sweet
and so soft
suppose i never ever saw you
suppose you never ever called
suppose i kept on singing love songs
just to break my own fall
break my fall

all my friends say
that of course
it's gonna get better
gonna get better
better better better

i never loved nobody fully
always one foot on the ground
and by protecting my heart truly
i got lost in the sounds
i hear in my mind
all of these voices
i hear in my mind
all of these words
i hear in my mind
all of these musics
and it breaks my heart
and it breaks my heart




ha-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-art~~~

damaged

My damaged heart

I slave myself

To become a fool

So I stay

Even if it hurts

It's better hurt

Than feeling nothing

At least I know

These feelings are real

The questions are

How strong can I bear with the ache

And how long do I have to wait