almost there

well..
i have 1 interview tomorrow..and i'm done..insyaAllah..


supposedly i have already completed my course..
alhamdulillah~

but the KISSM results and SPP interview are very important for me too..
becauses they are somehow related to my teaching profession and
passing or failing these two could affect my career~

i wish i can get over and done with everything...


Ya Allah..Permudahkanlah segala urusan ku.. Amiin~

songs and memories

well..
sometimes..or most of the time..
when we listen to a song...we often associate it with a particular memory...


as for me..
most of the time..
whenever i hear a song...*not new song*..
it will remind me of the time when i always listened to that song..
and the funny thing is..i cans till recall the scene...and the feelings too

for example:

Unwell, Matchbox 20
-will definitely bring me back to the year 2003..PMR and those moments happened a that time..
especially during the prep hours..

and just now...i was listening to
I Caught Myself, Paramore
-automatically i remembered the time i was still in Auckland..
walking down from the OGG building..passing and crossing the road full of fallen leaves during autumn..going back to Huia...
that was the time when i just bought the Twilight soundtrack CD and i put all tracks in my hp..
and i would listen to the songs when i was walking back from uni to Huia..
leisurely..while the sun was about to set..
aaaaahh....

Forever Lost and Long Legs, The Magic Numbers
-when i found out that the guy acted as Hagrid in HP is actually a singer..and has his own band with his other bro and two sisters..i quickly downloaded most of their tracks..
and almost..excessively played the songs and sang the songs in my room..
haha..i bet my roomies were tired listening to those indi songs..as they never heard of it before and never understood why i was soo obsessed with the songs..
well..simple..they are FUN! :D ..and it was during the Foundation years~
same goes to my friends..
i mean..for certain songs..they can quickly remember when it was and what happened at that time..
basically it was associated with me.. -_-" *how i wish they could forget those moments*


-How to save a life, The Fray
-When it all falls apart, The Veronicas

and other 2 songs i won't put it here~ -_-"

hurm...
so what song would represent this year's memories??

SPP

ok..
one last thing to do before i can finally relax enjoying my days before posting...

the SPP interview..
SPP=Suruhanjaya Perkhidmatan Pelajaran..

have to prepare myself with general knowledge *been trying to read the online newspapers*
and reading some tips for the interview..by those who have been through it..



basically...
they said stuff that would be asked by the interviewer are:
-the ministers and their portfolios..especially the minister of education..*those related to education*
-the name of the Sultans *especially in your own state*
-Rukun negara & wawasan 2020
-education related policies *such as the MBMMBI, PSMI, FPK, 1Murid1Sukan etc*
-pedagogy..teaching theories..
-schools etc...

hurm..
my interview is on 1st December...


*hoping that i won't screw my most important interview*

breaking dawn

at first i wanted to write this entry yesterday..
but due to certain circumstances and mainly because i was too lazy to write..
so i post it today..



*spoiler alert*

so...
yesterday was the big event!
breaking dawn...hahaha...
so i went to tropicana city mall with other fang-girls..batip, aliaa, cikleni and nija
finally..
as for me..
i think it was great..but i suspected there's quite a lot of edited scenes..
i really wanted to see how Bella gave birth to her daughter..
but they just shown us the scene where the venom already entered Bella's body system..
and Rose was holding Renesmee.. -_-"
but overall..thumbs up and am waiting for part 2-->maybe i have to bring my sister to watch it next year..

and now i feel like i want to reread the book~

owh yeah...i have few days left in IPBA..and after that i will be bibik sepenuh masa~ -_-"
and today 2PM is in town y'all !

KISSM

tomorrow morning i have big exam..
why i said big?because it will affect my kenaikan gaji~...
and i don't want to repeat the course next year~---had enough already---
so..hoping that tomorrow i can successfully pass the exams :D

do pray for me :D

random act of kindness

well...
i managed to drag my feet and chuna's to mid valley for lunch..
haha...
we simply went there to have lunch..
browsing through stuff hoping there would be MEGA sale..
but ended up..we just window-shopping~
*but it's ok..at least i didn't spend my money on other things..*

so..
while waiting for cab in front of the north court entrance..
we saw 3 kids..were asking the cab driver..
*ok..you know right..the drill..you have to line up...
and then..when the first cab didn't go to your place..you'll move to the second cab..until there's a cab that's willing to send you..right*
so..these 3 kids asked the third cab..but the cab driver thought they cut the lines and asked them to line up..
poor kids..
so..i called the three kids to come and asked them where they wanted to go..
pantai dalam..
so that i could ask the cab driver for them...
at the same time..
there were 2 foreigners..simply tak reti bahasa...
at first they didn't wait for the line..
then..the cab driver told them that they have to wait until their turn come..
so..they cut the line..and straight away opened the door and enter the cab...
what the ... #^&*$%&** - third class mentality betul..
i was sooo angry at these two fellas..dah la buat muka kerek pula tu..bengkek je tengok..
but at that time..i was more concern about getting a cab for these 3 kids..
and they thanked us for helping them..
even when they were already in the cab..
one of them placed his palm on the window...
sambil cakap "terima kasih kak"
*ala dah macam drama melayu plak*

at the same time i was worried..what happen if they don't have enough money to pay the cab?
but my friends told me that they should have had enough money since they were confident enough to take a cab...

well you see..
berbuat baik tak semestinya hanya pada orang yang kita kenal..
and kadang-kala..orang buat baik sebab mengharapkan balasan..balasan untuk dipuji..
and most of the time..masyarakat kita memilih untuk pejamkan mata pekupkan telinga bila nampak orang yang susah..
same goes when in a train..komuter or lrt especially..
when they see pregnant lady or orang tua..you could see some of them pretending to fall asleep..
sesetengah tu pandang je..
padahal..there's no harm for you to show some random act of kindness..
in fact...
there's a feeling of satisfaction..since we are able to help other people too..




well..
lining up and waiting for your turn could be a random act of kindness too

feeling like..but...

feeling like going out tomorrow..
but too lazy to be caught in the traffic jam..

-_-"


feeling like watching "In Time"
but need to save money to watch "Breaking Dawn"

Shut Up! Don't say a word about me watching Breaking Dawn...
I never condemn your movies..so please don't condemn mine..

if you still want to do so..don't do it in front of me~
thank you..


p/s: let's respect other's preferences and differences..life is too short to condemn others
p/p/s: prediction..24th..mid valley must be flooded by the school kids~ -_-"