oath

it's hard for me to let it go
as it suffocates me even more
to lose you once more
is to hard to handle
i must be crazy
for making this kind of decision
but for now
i've decided to wait
patiently waiting for your heart to decide
i've decided to wait
as long as my heart could bear
if we are not destined to be with each other
for better or worse
for richer or poorer
in sickness or in health
at that time
i'll take my own direction
we'll walk in different paths
but for now
i'll stay
and
i'll wait
you can ignore me
but i can't ignore these feelings of mine
for what ever i feel is true