my new n latest BF!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahaha

nie nme die Gin Wigmore..selaen die menyanyi lgu fav dak2 umah 505beda aka 'undder my skin'..die jge menyanyi lgu fav sye..aka 'THESE ROSES'..try r dga..siyes besh..hohohooh
















huhu..diz hottie is my new n latest bf..ahhahah...tamaki kun...huahuahu..he's damn hensem n macho!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

these roses...

well.. so much that i want to say or write..
but..i juz dun have d mood right now.. n juz wanna keep update my blog..ghuhuhuhu..
plus..so much dat i wanna tell till i could not choose which one to tell..hoho...

btw..theses roses by gin wigmore is seriously cool..beside her "wakeup song" under my skin..which act syafa's wakeup call..hahha.. the similarity between syafa n gin is that both of them are freak (ANEH)..hahaha...trust me..n i bet u think the way i do..hahahah

jya ne!!

Black book entry 14 August (gonna miss them)

mm...pejam celik pejam celik...
n sedar xsedar..
da almost 2weeks we'v been to la salle for sbe..
n 2mrw is going to be our last day at la salle...
though life is quite hectic there as most of the students are uncontrollable blabla...
but...i think i'm gonna miss them..
the experience is priceless..n you cannot buy it anywhere...
well..
2day..act we supposed to take a relieve class for 5science..but...
the teacher that entered b4 us seemed like she's really enjoyed teaching that class..
until she didnt realized our presence...huhu..
so we waited outside of the classroom...for about an hour...huhu..
last2 d 4 of us da give up..so ap lg..
routine harian..amek kunci from miss aida n g lepak kt library..hehhe...
so..
today we hv 2 stayback..nk kne tlg wt persiapan pentas for 2mrw's event..
hri anugrh ko-ko..huhu...
agk mengejutkn..cz sume nye students yg kne wt..
i mean..SEMUE!!!!meaning that..
the teachers juz leave it to the students..
n if they disapprove, they hv to do it all over again..
huhu..cyan diowng..
luckily we were there to help them..huhu
so stay lame la jgk..
huhu smpi kool 4.30 i think..
aiyark..hahah...





p/s:wuargh!!!!!!!!!!!tensen nye!!!!my hp wt hal lg,...
sume pic yg amek arini..sume nye ilang!!!!!wuargh!!!!!!!!!!!!

Black book entry 12 August (this love)

this love, the veronicas

I, I,

I can see it in your eyes

Taste it in our first kiss

Stranger in this lonely town (this lonely town)

Save me from my emptiness (save me)

You took my hand

You told me it would be ok

I trusted you to hold my heart

Now fate is pulling me away, from you

Even if I leave you now

And it breaks my heart

Even if I'm not around

I won't give in

I can't give up

On this love

You've become a piece of me

Makes me sick to even think

Of mornings waking up alone

Searching for you in my sheets

Don't fade, away

Even if I leave you now

And it breaks my heart

Even if I'm not around

I won't give in (won't give in)

I can't give up (can't give up)

On this love

I can't just close the door

(on this love)

I never felt anything like this before

(like this love)

Tell me the truth no matter what we're going through

Will you hold on too 'cause

Even if I leave you now

And it breaks my heart

Even if I'm not around

I won't give in

I can't give up

On this love

Even if I leave you now (leave you now)

And it breaks my heart

Even if I'm not around (not around)

I won't give in (won't give in)

I can't give up (can't give up)

I won't give in (won't give in)

I can't give up (can't give up)

On this love

...........
should i leave n move on?
should i give up on this love?

Black book entry 12 August (SAD)

well..
1 week n 1/2 for SBE is quite tiring...
the feelings are all mixed up.. i dunnoe why..
i'm happy yet i'm mad at the same tyme..
i'm excited yet i'm afraid..
it's not an easy job for me to handle the students (all boys studs)...
coz they are playful, naughty, easily off tasks (almost at all the times)....blablablabla...
hmm...
but..
somehow..i think..
SBE is not the real prob dt in my mind now act..
it's about something else...
i dunnoe..
it just makes me to think back..
whether wut i'm doing now is right or wrong..
whether i should surrender my feelings now..
or should i just wait?
i dunnoe whether it's worth for me to stay..to keep this feeling inside..
am i choosing the right decision?
am i in the right path?
before today..
i think i am brave enough...
but now..i'm not sure anymore..
i'm starting to doubt my own decision..
oh god..please show me a sign...
that's all i can ask for now..

Black book entry 29 July

hmm.. what a day...
during lecture diz morning..i didnt pay any attention at all..
what i did was...
i opened my lappy..and then ap lg..hehe..men tenet le jwpnye..
but in DKC only gt GPRS je..
so cm slow sket r d connection...
tetbe..tym LnL...mem Suguna asked question..
she used d tactic of passing around d mic..3 or 2 rows at the back..2 or 3 person next to you..blabla..
until i gt da mic..
she ws asking about..IDEAL h-smthg..i cant remember da.hehhe..thank god..b4 she asked me..i've already asked illi what was that thing all about..so i just repeat what illi had told me earlier..
-general n da result is not specific (though i even dunnoe what was that means..heheh..well..i just parroting after all)...
then..during cm..tetbe je da lecturer asked questions regarding d previous lecture aka yesterday's lessons...n again..yesterday i was dozing off..nt really dozing actually..bt i was sleepy..n i didnt pay attention..again..hehhe...so i was like klangkabut gle in finding d answers..da la xde in coursebook+i didnt bring da coursebook 2day..heheh..cz bajet xgne pon..
da la da lecturer was calling out people's names..huhuh..sume owg glabah da..cz takot name kne pgl..seb bek xkne..huhuh
then ktowg pon g le library..just amek attendance for eltm..pastue ktowg lpk kt library..waiting for LS workshop..huhu
donnoe y td tyme ls cm ngantok gle...though d topic ws about becomin a teacher..tp cm still cant capture my attention or to keep me awake..huhuhu..ngantok gle..
huhuhu..then i asked mard urut tgn le..cubit le..himpap tgn le..still ngantok gk..
heheh..ptg td g maen badminton..wif mimie, illi n che nad..huhu...
sakt tgn ku..myb bcz yesterday i played bowling for 1 1/2 games..plus badminton lg for today..so mybe da muscle cm da bengkak ke hape..dunnoe le..
k..i hv to stop now..cz gt LnL n CM's drafts to finish..hehehe..

Black book entry 27 july

-daku gila mengEDIT gamba-

huhu..well..as i mentioned b4...though i hve lots of asggmnt..but still..i dont hv da mood to do so..hehe..so...i opened my adobe photoshop..n started to edit some of my photos..heheh

huhu..this is an amateur artwork...hehe...